samyouwell

This will be my first weekend without booze since i was about 16...... Ok maybe i had a few stoner weekends at uni, but still..... this weekend, nothing.

I am scared.

Today i travel to london, to stay on my ex's sofa, so that i may get to my interview at the american embassy tommorow. She has a boyfriend..... kind of...... they are on a...
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Happy new year, you beautiful bastards!

2006 is gonna be a good one, I feel it in my bone!

My throat hurts.
"oh your sick? sure i'll keep you company!"
What the hell was i thinkin?
Sometimes i'm too nice, to my own detriment.
Good thing i'm a shit behind peoples backs!

Happy new bastard year!

'm so not getting any snogs this time!

Ok, 20:44 and all is well.

The daemons in my head have seceded power for the iminent future.

I can see through the fog and it's plain sailing from here on in.

I saw mr jackson and his monkey the other day, I'm not talking about the moonwalker, I'm all about the Sumatran Rat Monkey, and great big fuck-off gorilla. If you haven't seen it...
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I'm so fucked up.

I walk around pretending to myslf that everything is ok, but it isn't.

I can't quantify what made me like this. Nor can i fathom what is wrong with me or why.

All i know is i've got to exorcise my daemons. Starting with the greatest hellspawn on my back, Al-coholae, the beast with the hidden face.
Gotta cut off my...
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Urgh!
Sg girls, i emplore you, fix my brains.
I thought i was past this, back in england for two weeks, the girl i developed an adoration for (alex) pulled my best mate (smiggy) last night. I'm happy for him cos he's my brother, but shit me does it hurt.
She showed the heartfelt email to everyone whilst i was gone it seems. I'm a...
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Sometimes... the world is black, and tears run from your eyes And maybe we'll all get... really sick. And maybe we'll all die...
Soooooooooooooooooooo...
So, let's build a snowman. We can make him our best friend.We can name him Bob, or we can name him Beowulf.We can make him tall, or we can make him not so tall.
Snowman!
.
..
...
I'm not sure...
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urgh....

heid hurts...

Went to a horrorpops gig last night...
They're a bit hit an miss, but t'was a jolly night oot.

I pulled a hot tall leather coat designer chick, yey!
I resisted going home with her for the wild sex. yey!
New me! I'm evolving, my battered fragile ego doesn't need another temporary inflation (maybe it could do with a prop, I dunno...
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Goddamn has anyone got any cures for jetlag?

Recently I put it upon myself to buy hot girls drinks....
to no avail...
The first girl was straight edge...
The second was an optician who had to work in the morning...
The third had a boyfriend (she pointed this out after i bought her the drink)...
The forth was a lesbian, she must have been desperate...
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"...considering that we so earnestly believe money to be the cause of all earthly ills, and that on no account can a monied man enter heaven. Ah! how cheerfully we consign ourselves to perdition!"
--------h.mellville, moby dick

I just spent fidy bucks on access to t'internet, a box of chocolates and a fuckin burger. I'm held ransom in detroit airport, because i saved fidy bucks...
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"I'm not your savior, i'm not your son, a forgotten boy, abandoned creation with these final words i pull the switch we turn to dust, dust to dust, my name's like a kiss of death when we embrace, we turn to dust"

Where do i begin...

My uncle's sheltering wing has turned to a smothering armpit.

Americans don't like to drink, which is kinda cool...
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