thank you to everyone who commented on my last blog. I think I just needed a little bit of a self-esteem booster...I've been feeling pretty shitty in that area lately.
I need a HUGE physical change. You know when you get in those moods, where you need new make-up/wardrobe/hair/whatever? Yeah. I'm eager. but I'm broke as hell. Not cool.
so, you know that guy? Yeah...the one I never stop talking about. well um, I need advice. Seriously. I suck SO bad at getting to know people. Especially ones I like that are taken. I can't even bring myself to talking to him in the normal friendly matter I use with everyone else. I seriously feel like a little girl again and I hate it. And I feel like a stalker. Jazz band played today on campus in the quad area. My eyes were GLUED to him. fucking GLUED. He is seriously gorgeous. And watching him play drums...gasm. When I walked by at first, he was playing congas. Annnd he was semi "dressed up". Long-sleeved crimson dress shirt, top unbuttoned, sleeves rolled up--hair NOT in baseball cap (so fucking sexy) and in the sun, he's such a strawberry blonde.
I've got it bad. BAD.
but, Elise approves of him. I pointed him out and she said "Oh yes. Umm, I so fucking approve."
so back to my need.
how do I talk to this guy?!!?!!?
I need a HUGE physical change. You know when you get in those moods, where you need new make-up/wardrobe/hair/whatever? Yeah. I'm eager. but I'm broke as hell. Not cool.
so, you know that guy? Yeah...the one I never stop talking about. well um, I need advice. Seriously. I suck SO bad at getting to know people. Especially ones I like that are taken. I can't even bring myself to talking to him in the normal friendly matter I use with everyone else. I seriously feel like a little girl again and I hate it. And I feel like a stalker. Jazz band played today on campus in the quad area. My eyes were GLUED to him. fucking GLUED. He is seriously gorgeous. And watching him play drums...gasm. When I walked by at first, he was playing congas. Annnd he was semi "dressed up". Long-sleeved crimson dress shirt, top unbuttoned, sleeves rolled up--hair NOT in baseball cap (so fucking sexy) and in the sun, he's such a strawberry blonde.
I've got it bad. BAD.
but, Elise approves of him. I pointed him out and she said "Oh yes. Umm, I so fucking approve."
so back to my need.
how do I talk to this guy?!!?!!?
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As for talking to the boy...god, no help there. I had a crush on this guy who was a customer at my video store and he worked at the restaurant right next door to us and hung out at the same bar me and roomie would go to. I even think he liked me too but I was just a blabbling idiot around him if I could make myself speak at all! Just pick something mutual and ramble, that's what I did. It's usually easier for me to talk to people who are out of reach, because then I just try to befriend them. I still have a crush on that guy though, but it got less intense when I changed jobs to something farther away.
and i randomly decided to mess with your profile pic.. hehe!
here's what i did.. it's not much.. but i thought i'd share..
have fun sweetie!
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