so it seems another valentine's day has passed with me being single... this time it has been my own choice lol
i havent posted in a while, so i thought i would update...
i broke up with miles (as per last entry) and i thought it was going to be an easy get away...
for a few days it was, then he kept trying to chat with me, sending me texts about how much he missed me how he couldnt stop thinking about me etc (if it was another situation it would be flattering but it was just annoying), i ignored the messages (cos to be honest it is so much easier and more pleasant not being with him) so they stopped for a bit... then i get this text message "do you have a valentine" i ignore.... then get on facebook and he starts to chat, then he says will i be his valentine? and im like FFSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. i guess it hasnt really been too bad, but he wants some shirts back that he left here... i dont really wanna see him, so trying to work out how to get out of seeing him.
in that time as well, the guy i was seeing beginning of last year started messaging me... and i quickly grew tired of the same old shit he used to go on with. so i started ignoring his texts and i kept getting messages like im going to delete your number etc, and so i thought sweeeeeeeeeeeet, but i got a text today saying happy valentines day.
reading this back i am realising i am a cold heartless insensitive detached bitch... but i dont really care... im too busy with work to put up with that kind of crap atm...
speaking of work, i fear it is taking over my life... lots of pressure and stress, i think it is just worse right at this point or seems it, cos i have worked 9 days straight... technically i had 2 days off, but those days i had my forklift licence and did a few hours after each of those days so i havent really had a chance to turn off the brain... i was hoping for a sleep in, but remembered i have a boxing class in the morning. not that i can sleep in anyway, i keep waking up at like 5 or 6am each morning. DAMN YOU SUN.
i must sleep, stuffed, worn out, bad spelling and grammar ahoy.
toodles
i havent posted in a while, so i thought i would update...
i broke up with miles (as per last entry) and i thought it was going to be an easy get away...
for a few days it was, then he kept trying to chat with me, sending me texts about how much he missed me how he couldnt stop thinking about me etc (if it was another situation it would be flattering but it was just annoying), i ignored the messages (cos to be honest it is so much easier and more pleasant not being with him) so they stopped for a bit... then i get this text message "do you have a valentine" i ignore.... then get on facebook and he starts to chat, then he says will i be his valentine? and im like FFSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. i guess it hasnt really been too bad, but he wants some shirts back that he left here... i dont really wanna see him, so trying to work out how to get out of seeing him.
in that time as well, the guy i was seeing beginning of last year started messaging me... and i quickly grew tired of the same old shit he used to go on with. so i started ignoring his texts and i kept getting messages like im going to delete your number etc, and so i thought sweeeeeeeeeeeet, but i got a text today saying happy valentines day.
reading this back i am realising i am a cold heartless insensitive detached bitch... but i dont really care... im too busy with work to put up with that kind of crap atm...
speaking of work, i fear it is taking over my life... lots of pressure and stress, i think it is just worse right at this point or seems it, cos i have worked 9 days straight... technically i had 2 days off, but those days i had my forklift licence and did a few hours after each of those days so i havent really had a chance to turn off the brain... i was hoping for a sleep in, but remembered i have a boxing class in the morning. not that i can sleep in anyway, i keep waking up at like 5 or 6am each morning. DAMN YOU SUN.
i must sleep, stuffed, worn out, bad spelling and grammar ahoy.
toodles
I don't want work to take over your life. Next time the boy goes to sea, let's plan a fun day/arvo/evening as the weather will hopefully be getting cooler by then. You need to have some fun, and I think we're pretty good at managing that together. I'll still of course see you in the meantime, but let's do Seaworld on a magic carpet ride, or something? I promise I wont let a bird attack your head.