ah, Mother's Day. or as i call it, Sunday.
spent a few days with the family. thankfully i'm now home and about to start drinking. went to the grocery store, did the laundry, and made a playlist for myself on Spotify. i don't own Mommie Dearest anymore, so i think i'm going to watch Coraline and cry myself to sleep. Alex washed the dishes...
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spent a few days with the family. thankfully i'm now home and about to start drinking. went to the grocery store, did the laundry, and made a playlist for myself on Spotify. i don't own Mommie Dearest anymore, so i think i'm going to watch Coraline and cry myself to sleep. Alex washed the dishes...
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deunan:
I want read hair! Mine is so dark and has a lot of dark dye in it so I doubt it'll ever happen. 
Also, you should post pictures of you in dresses! 
Also, you should post pictures of you in dresses! 
renivalentine:
Deunan! i love your dark hair. mine starts out dark, but then it gets lighter and lighter the longer it gets. i have a question for you, by the way - i'll PM you...
"never" is a terribly long time...
this was originally going to be my standard post of silly silliness, and then something was said. it's neither good nor bad - it just is.
last night, i kinda freaked out. i'm not ashamed to say it. i lost my shit. relationships and the fact that i suddenly find myself in one - it's a little (okay,...
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this was originally going to be my standard post of silly silliness, and then something was said. it's neither good nor bad - it just is.
last night, i kinda freaked out. i'm not ashamed to say it. i lost my shit. relationships and the fact that i suddenly find myself in one - it's a little (okay,...
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anti_:
Careful with the chat romance hun. That shit can be FLEETING or it can TOTALLY occupy your soul. Neither of which is very healthy.
renivalentine:
yeah, and i should damn well know better. but every stupid, giggly, girly part of me is taking over any logical part of my brain.
sinuses are draining - yeah, totally sexy way to start this post, ouais?
i'm currently mostly naked, cocooned in an afghan that i've had forever and ever and ever, watching Serenity on Netflix and moving photos around. in about thirty seconds, i'm going to back to shopping for a vibrator. may pop over to some of the groups looking for recommendations. still kicking myself for...
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i'm currently mostly naked, cocooned in an afghan that i've had forever and ever and ever, watching Serenity on Netflix and moving photos around. in about thirty seconds, i'm going to back to shopping for a vibrator. may pop over to some of the groups looking for recommendations. still kicking myself for...
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renivalentine:
aww, thanks sugar! i'm actually about to masturbate and then watch either Farscape or The Vampire Diaries on Netflix. or maybe Supernatural. something that will entertain me while i'm awake but i can also sleep through...
joemaciesza:
thats usually my bedtime aide as well *l* although i did have a wank at work on my break and then had a nap. im such a man.
gigabrain:
Is it from allergies or something else? And you don't look horrible at all
renivalentine:
you are just the cutest! and i'm pretty sure it's a combination of allergies and sleep deprivation and the fact that i'm still adjusting to the new digs (remind me to find a sugar daddy so i can finish furnishing the place). that, and i'm still a little loopy in general from the month o' meds too.
i finally cried.
let me preface this by saying that while having MRIs and cat scans and x-rays and being told that roughly 11% of people that have brain aneurysms rupture walk away from it unaffected and going through the panic process of "what happens if i die?", i never cried. not once. sometimes i wonder if i've just forgotten how.
and then today happened....
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let me preface this by saying that while having MRIs and cat scans and x-rays and being told that roughly 11% of people that have brain aneurysms rupture walk away from it unaffected and going through the panic process of "what happens if i die?", i never cried. not once. sometimes i wonder if i've just forgotten how.
and then today happened....
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daginga:
I am SOOOO glad that you're okay!
HUGS!!!
Let's drink.
HUGS!!!
Let's drink.
melxmarie:
Brknpromise... I couldn't agree more.
packing sucks. i've broken two nails. and everyone is pissing me off. twenty-four hours from now, i'm hoping to be done.
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renivalentine:
thanks, sweetest. how's your da?
guardian_:
he's surviving. He finally got a doctor's appointment outside of the veterans hospital so we're waiting to see how that turns out.
at age 33, i had an aneurysm. a fucking week ago. now it's the torrent of shit aftermath.
questions and answers:
yes, i'm fine.
no, i've never had an aneurysm before.
yes, it hurt. well, not technically, but for three straight days i had headaches so severe that i couldn't function.
really, i'm fine.
i've been medically cleared for sex, work, and some physical activity....
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questions and answers:
yes, i'm fine.
no, i've never had an aneurysm before.
yes, it hurt. well, not technically, but for three straight days i had headaches so severe that i couldn't function.
really, i'm fine.
i've been medically cleared for sex, work, and some physical activity....
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guardian_:
~hugs~ I hope you feel better soon and thanks for worrying about my da and I.
estrada:
Keep that fighting spirit.
still looking at apartments. i'm currently in bed - fourth consecutive sick day. looking forward to trying to have a little fun this weekend, and hopefully finding the perfect new home. boys are taking an interest in me. again. including the ex who seems to be slowly getting his life together.
trying to build a portfolio as a makeup artist. it's slow going, but it's...
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trying to build a portfolio as a makeup artist. it's slow going, but it's...
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Lying in bed. Alone. Cat is in the window, pink DOMO is somewhere on the floor. Counting down to the move. Wishing there was someone else in the bed - tonight is perfect snuggle weather.
xoxo
xoxo
radmonkey:
good luck with the move...I'm sure your bed won't be empty for long! 
renivalentine:
How sweet of you to say! I'm in no rush for a body just to take up space though. I'm holding out for love, or at least strong "like."
Lots of changes...big things pop, little things drop...
So my landlord is all huff and puff and "I'll evict." And I told him to bring it. If he wants a fight, I'll lace up the gloves. I'm also going to point out his general negligence, the dishonesty, AND the threatening voicemails.
I lined up a new place too. In some things, I've always been incredibly...
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So my landlord is all huff and puff and "I'll evict." And I told him to bring it. If he wants a fight, I'll lace up the gloves. I'm also going to point out his general negligence, the dishonesty, AND the threatening voicemails.
I lined up a new place too. In some things, I've always been incredibly...
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just found out that my platonic "boyfriend" has met someone. i'm happy for him, but then i have to wonder what the fuck is my damage, heather? i mean, i don't even get asked out anymore. i just get the men and women who comment on the size of my tits. wheee.
moothejew:
In their defense they are pretty spectacular. Someone will ask, I have faith in that. You're too awesome for them not to.
renivalentine:
meh. the optimist in me has gone on holiday. in its place is the realist who has watched every person that i have ever cared about go off and marry the wrong person and then still been the one to smile and politely nod while listening to the horror stories about marrying the wrong person.
Antichrist what the what was the deal with the chatsuck last night?