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moving on/up/out again.

one would think that with as much time as i spend with my world in a state of flux/disarray i would be popping pills like my life were depending on it. i'm actually pretty calm, all things considered.

we left "home" (i really wanted it to be home) back in November. literally a few days before the holiday. Alex has been with...
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moving on/up/out again.

one would think that with as much time as i spend with my world in a state of flux/disarray i would be popping pills like my life were depending on it. i'm actually pretty calm, all things considered.

we left "home" (i really wanted it to be home) back in November. literally a few days before the holiday. Alex has been with...
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oh, an update is so very very overdue!

i work too much. since i changed to working day shift, i'm making noticeably more than i was before. i'm only working a few hours of overtime in a week and i'm still pretty even with what i thought i'd be making.

i still need to furnish my apartment. i've been so focused on making things as...
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renivalentine:
yeah, until the next day! Sangria at the gay bar is served in a fishbowl. easy to overindulge lol
guardian_:
I do appreciate it smile but unfortunately not much will help until this feeling goes away.
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the latest...

i am officially going to be cracked open like an egg. well, kinda.

after a few days of dizziness, my GP had me change doctors. the new doctor is concerned with the fact that i'm showing signs of speech issues. he used a big word, but i can't remember it. so in roughly six weeks, they're going to make a small incision behind...
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renivalentine:
i love you Pappy. enjoy Texas. i got this.
shakethesebeats:
I saw your pic in a thread, and had to check out if i could gain a new friend. Would have never thought you would be going threw so much. I just now sent you a friends request. So i don't much about you but i had to seen some good wishes to a SG member.
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I should not watch family-oriented programming on Netflix right now. 1 - it makes me feel like a failure at life because single parents on TV make it look easy. 2 - I want another baby. 3a - I want a partner, not just some guy that I hang out with for a minute. 3b - I'm tired of being single. I'm tired of dating....
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renivalentine:
1 - i know.
2 - i know.
3a - that's not tv, that's my poor decision-making abilities.
3b - see 3a
3c - wouldn't it be nice if it were though? not all of it, just a little bit.
newdaykid:
I have faith in you. You're an amazing woman. And I know you're going to find someone that would gladly be a stay at home dad, knowing that he'd be the one you'd be coming home to. Stay strong. Beat this medical stuff and then find your puzzle piece. : )
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my morning routine

wake up. go pee and simultaneously check emails (i wish i could say i was kidding).
light sandalwood incense.
water plants.
wash face (usually wash off yesterday's eye makeup - again, not kidding)
make tea.
check blog feeds
pay bills.
danger_diabolik:
Curiously similar to my morning routine. (Save for the washing off of yesterday's makeup. LOL. Oh, and I check e-mails after visiting the toilet, otherwise my aim would be off.)
renivalentine:
ha! yeah, i tend to check emails and messages because that's when i know my kidlet is still sleeping...
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taking some time away from the site. need to get my head together.

xoxo
piratenate:
Good luck!
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i know i promised you all a "who on SG i have a little thing for" post. sorry, not happening today.

the butterflies in my stomach are stupid. they are not an accurate determinant of chemistry. they do not tell me whether or not someone is going to consistently send me adorable messages. they do not tell me whether or not someone is going to...
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anti_:
You should avoid doing a "who on SG i have a little thing for" post. No good can come from that.
renivalentine:
ha! it's not so much a "who i would stalk if i were crazy" list, so much as a "hot guys that i'm happy to be friends with" list. if you've learned nothing from me, know that i'm sassy and delightful. and chock full of surprises.
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i know, i know... i promised an "SG crushes" post. but my contact lenses are killing me and i'm exhausted. so if anyone wants to either ghost-write it for me or nominate people to add, the comment box is waiting...

xoxo
anti_:
Sounds dangerous. Count me out.
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