in this economic cluster fuck you would think that i would be doing everything in my power to hold on to my comfy desk job where my worst problem is my sweaty back cause by my leather chair.
this couldn't be further from the truth.
all i can think about is moving away. getting out.
i don't know if its this town or this lifestyle.
maybe a 8-5 isn't so bad if there's other young ppl doing shit ... inspiration,,, right now i find it in myself.
i know i need a change, i know i need a new town, i have no fucking clue what i want to do.
its too easy to stay in the stupid cycle of BS ... that's always been a problem.
the only thing i ever want to do is avoid work and come up with ideas for BS videos and build bicycles and ride bicycles and spend money that i don't have.
....
tomorrow the caffeine trip is gonna be epic.
this couldn't be further from the truth.
all i can think about is moving away. getting out.
i don't know if its this town or this lifestyle.
maybe a 8-5 isn't so bad if there's other young ppl doing shit ... inspiration,,, right now i find it in myself.
i know i need a change, i know i need a new town, i have no fucking clue what i want to do.
its too easy to stay in the stupid cycle of BS ... that's always been a problem.
the only thing i ever want to do is avoid work and come up with ideas for BS videos and build bicycles and ride bicycles and spend money that i don't have.
....
tomorrow the caffeine trip is gonna be epic.