I met this fuckin cool guy. and right now it's only been 4 days of him and ican't stop thinking about him. I wish I could freeze time so as to feel this way forever. 'cuz pretty soon I'll start to freak out, and my mental defense mechanism will kick in , and I'll start listing in my head all the reasons it 's not working out for me ,blah,blah. Every fucking time I do this.
Is there ever such a thing as casual sex? Do I really want there to be? 'Cuz unless it's your buddy and your both all drunk and horney, shouldn't it always be as intense and meaningful as possible ? Isn't that the point of existence ? to make an intense conection with someone else.
It just sucks when it not as intense for you as for the other person. When I have 3 different people calling me all the time , givin' me that puppydog look when i see them , it dosen't make me feel good at all,, it make s me feel like shit.
Is there ever such a thing as casual sex? Do I really want there to be? 'Cuz unless it's your buddy and your both all drunk and horney, shouldn't it always be as intense and meaningful as possible ? Isn't that the point of existence ? to make an intense conection with someone else.
It just sucks when it not as intense for you as for the other person. When I have 3 different people calling me all the time , givin' me that puppydog look when i see them , it dosen't make me feel good at all,, it make s me feel like shit.
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zundapp1:
Don't worry, I'll never give you the puppy dog look. I'd hate to make you feel any worse.
jpguinness:
Don't rush into anything. Just relax and enjoy yourself.