Sunday Jul 20, 2003

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Did Agent Cooper actually have a secretary back in D.C. or did he make those casette records for himself?
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apathy_activist:
i think agent cooper was insane. and he wasn't really an agent. he just went up there and acted like one. one of those imposter things. you know.. imposters.
mistersatan:
Don't worry- I have faith in you.

Thursday Jul 17, 2003

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Yay for another two nights of anxiety attacks and paranoid panic. Good thing there aren't any really sharp objects around here (all my forks have corks glued to the sharp side).

tawnya:
corks are your friends.

the chariot is going again.

<girlie>apparently the battery contacts or whatever were all corroded. i'm such a girl, he also said something about something with the alternator. </girlie>
jora:
I'm glad to see I can now contact you.

Sorry the last two days sucked. I think the paranoia is the most maddening out of all of the things we go through. It's when I think my darkest, most irrational thoughts.

Have you decided about the meds yet? You should at least try them. Give it some thought. Please feel free to contact me anytime. Really. I was worried when your profile wasn't accessable. Do you really want to make someone prone to anxiety worrr? LOL. I hope not.

Take care. You're in my thoughts.

jora33

Tuesday Jul 15, 2003

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My psychologist told me I should be on meds today. That might not be a bad idea. I haven't really been able to function for about a year now, and I have not been successful in dealing with this on my own. Hopefully the SSRIs will kill my libido as well, I think I'd be much happier if I were not interested in sex, it's...
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silencenoir:
More people read it, than you know. I don't know you either, but sending you a couple hugs.

Take care of yourself smile
mei:
i went off of meds recently, only to find out that i probably really and truly do need them. you should try it. if nothing else, it's an adventure. just as much as taking a handful of strange pills for an evening - just longer and more drawn out. experimentation is interesting.

Friday Jul 11, 2003

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I rarely remember dreams, but I did this morning and what an interesting dream it was.

I had won the lottery and bought 100 of those Kinder berraschungs Eier (the choco eggs with the toys in them). In front of a group of school children I put the eggs in a plastic garbage bag, ran it over with my car and then put the bag...
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thora:
Haven't read Rethinking Aids. Have you? How did you feel about it/what did you think of it?
godzuki:
my friends in london were obsessed with Kinder Surprise. They had hundreds of those little toys sitting on every horizontal surface in their flat.

Monday Jul 07, 2003

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I drove 870 miles in three days in two states and i am in pain. I got to see some kidos in Seattle and saw Rik's photos on display in a coffee house. And mostly importantly i found the statue of Lenin in Fremont and consumed persohky.

bought another russian camera today.
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=15234&item=2939114506


Welsh Identity politics in the 1960s were never this practical.
http://pondicherrymypanty.blogspot.com/
if...
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clara:
Just popped in to honk your boobies. smile

*honk*
godzuki:
boy, i don't know what Kevin Shields and his MBV cronies have been doing since then... if anyone, blacklisted might know. The concert was certainly memorable... ear-splittingly memorable. Like, permanent damage memorable.

Saturday Jul 05, 2003

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Susan was an aspiring artist.
She read Camus because she couldn't understand Sartre.
She decided to end it all with the jagged end of a broken tea cup on Canada day and called it "intertextual play."
The jagged edge wasn't sharp enough so she went to Walmart instead.




http://pondicherrymypanty.blogspot.com/







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godzuki:
hey the man - sorry to cut our conversation short; it was nice to meet you.
roxy:
Hey -- yeah, the two times we've met I haven't really had much to say either... but I didn't have much to say to anyone, because I'm like that. It's hard for me to talk to people, especially ones I don't know too well, and super especially in groups.

And I know I shouldn't beat myself up for it... but sometimes I can't help it.

Wednesday Jul 02, 2003

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Act Two Scene Three:
The Ascent towards a WC on the Top of a Small Hill
or a history of class relations in Pembroke County.


Gwenhwyfar (not on horse, hose not rolled)
"Culde be gifen me a haend with
the rollen of me hose?"


Margaret verch Gruffith ap Gwyn (on horse, hose rolled)
"Roll your own bleeding hose you soot
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mistersatan:
We could totally construct an entire revision of Welsh history centered around this fabulous product.

Just wait until you see what plans I have for feudal Japan and Oxy Clean.

Monday Jun 30, 2003

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"He joined the Royal Navy and docked his Submarine in Calcutta"







The End of the World will begin at a Tea Party
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csilla:
aww girlfriends are fun. i'm sure you could find one!!
mistersatan:
What are you talking about? The literary possibilities of the roll-a-hose are endless and myriad.

Wednesday Jun 25, 2003

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I am free of family. Strangely I'm not excited, I discovered that my hyper Orange County christian sister is a lot easier to be around after I've gotten her drunk, and i think i may actually have enjoyed being around her. My life is quiet again - which means i go back to being alone in a city were i know no one. I went...
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mistersatan:
Just remember- meeting people may be easy, but eating people is meaty.

Lemme know if you decide to head up north- we'll go grab a beer and discuss life's injustices.
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