Okay....well once again my life decided to conviently fall apart on the exact day I am supposed to go to an awesome SGFL party!!!!!!! Why me???!!!! Yeah so Saturday night I came home from work and was getting ready to head right back out the door to enjoy a night filled with nakedness and druken debachery when my husband who I have been having problems...
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I am never home anymore!! I think of the entire summer thus far I have been home for 2 weeks! Work, work, work!!! I am tired and worn out. My bestfriend and I had quite a scare when we thought she may have liver cancer....turns out the transcriptionist wrote "likely malignant" instead of "less likely"...OPPS! Oh yeah and she is filled with all kinds of...
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sevenmag:
Pain pills AND martinis? where do I sign up pretty lady?
I'm back(for the time being) and was just wondering how you were doing, hit me up sometime
I'm back(for the time being) and was just wondering how you were doing, hit me up sometime
WELL.....me and the hubby just had a really MAJOR fight! It was just so much fun! I really do feel pretty fucking done with shit right now. I don't know if I will feel like that later or tomorrow but NOW I do! I really wanted to leave and go to my BF's house but the kid was here and I wanted to be with...
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paulnikon:
You have a husband AND a boyfriend?
See, that is how the hot chicks do it.
See, that is how the hot chicks do it.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK
This has been the most shitty day EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really wish I could just throw myself off a fucking overpass!!!!!
This has been the most shitty day EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really wish I could just throw myself off a fucking overpass!!!!!
soundbasher:
i have been alright, how have you been?
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Sometimes I really hate myself for everything I am and everything I am not and never will be. I hate myself for the things I do and for the things I don't do. For my strength and for my weakness. For my selflessness and my selfishness. For never being able to be satisfied with a good thing and for always wanting the bad....
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Sometimes I really hate myself for everything I am and everything I am not and never will be. I hate myself for the things I do and for the things I don't do. For my strength and for my weakness. For my selflessness and my selfishness. For never being able to be satisfied with a good thing and for always wanting the bad....
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roaring_tulips:
That's a lot of hate. I get tired of myself a lot too. I get tired of the fact that it's hard for me to focus and I'm not a skilled, with it kind of mother. I get realllly tired of how emotional I am and how I wind up playing head games (even unwittingly) with those I'm closest with. I'm tired of a lot of things, because I'm not perfect. Nobody is, but perfect is boring anyway. You seem like a nice person to me and nice is what the world needs more of.
Sick, sick, sick!!! That is me. I have been sooooo sick since last Thursday. I didn't even leave the house until Monday to go to the doctor. And now I have all kinds of crazy shit to worry about! My belly is swollen to twice its normal size, I have been fevered with shakes and sweats, and I just found out that I have 3...
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So....I started seeing a shrink. I had my second session today. I really like the guy. He is not some stuffy doctor type .He actually kind of reminds me of a biker and a cowboy mixed together. But anyway I guess I finally came to the conculsion that I am just way to fucked up for me to deal with alone. And I think or...
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motherteresa:
Getting the help you need is a big step...congrats 
BTW, Ladies night part 2 is this Saturday...check out SGFL
BTW, Ladies night part 2 is this Saturday...check out SGFL
Well....I have learned a valuable lesson....fate is a cruel bitch!! And you shouldn't tempt her or she will release her wrath on you.
paulnikon:
Thank you for the birthday wishes.
Avoid fate, at all costs. Oh, wait. That isn't possible. OH! Don't tempt fate. Thats it.
Avoid fate, at all costs. Oh, wait. That isn't possible. OH! Don't tempt fate. Thats it.
Okay boys and girls....it is update time!! Finally! I have been kind of an SG lurker lately. That and posting in SGFL with the peeps there. There have been a lot of things going on in my life lately...some good and some not so good...but all lessons learned. Me and the hubby have been having some problems but we have been working really hard together...
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paulnikon:
It was good to meet you and your husband. Glad you finally made it out.
paulnikon:
You left before the naked?
Hot, hands shaking, thighs trembling, fire in chest.....is this normal.....should this be happening....now?
tim_in_tampa:
I'm not sure if those are medical symptoms or you got something else going on 
Hope it's the latter of the two.
Hope it's the latter of the two.
tim_in_tampa:
Hey, if you're ever in the Tampa area, look me or Patience up, we're always looking for something to do.
Okay, so life as usual has been a smidge hectic. But I return with a new poll question for the masses.....Does everybody need one secret? One secret something just to call their own. What do YOU GUYS think? Please elaborate as much as you want...the more the better.
emelyn:
i know some people are like "oh, i found that person whom i love so dearly and would never want to keep ANYTHING from them ... blah blah blah". Yes, I think people should have secrets. Nobody knows you like YOU know you ... and you've been with yourself more than ANYone else in this world, from birth to death. Damn straight, you should have something to call your own!
Well it seems like forever since I have been able to write!!! I took on another job and time is just something I don't have a lot of right now. But I was thinking the other day about "the first kiss". So I was wondering if you guys would help me out. I want to know if you guys think the " first kiss" is...
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starcat:
i couldn't tell ya. its been so long since I've had one of those!
hows life???
hows life???
tim_in_tampa:
it's definately a memorable moment, dunno if it's make or break, but it is something that I at least always remember.
sorry to hear 'bout your relationship troubles...mine have been all f'd up as of late too.
cheers