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evangelin:
Someone just turned me onto this


You know - the air is tense and we are all becoming something unlike we've ever known but perhaps dreamed. It is not and has not been an easy transition for most of us, we have to fall apart before we can be put together. You made a conscious decision to do you, sober! Do not let the outside noise interfere with that journey because as much as escape seems like the best option, looking at yourself in the mirror and becoming the person you want to be ....Well for me at least it is the only option and the only reason to bear the trials of human existence. Ask the questions and surely the answers will seek you!wink
poeticblack:
I thank you for the support and words of wisdom. It's been a ling struggle these past few years, dealing with the ex, now filing the police report and all Tue paperwork for what she did to the apartment. I never thought it would come to this, I let myself and what I stood for go because of her and it wound me up in detox/rehab. I am liking the sober me though, I even started writing again, I haven't written in soo long and since she has thrown away all of my things, I guess I have restart my book of thoughts all over again. I have a few more days untili get out and then the real challenge comes, surviving the world outside of these walls. Tacoma as a whole is a crazy place and Seattle isn't that much better. I have to get all new people to hang with cause most of the company I kept were junkies. We will see though, anyway, didnt mean to vent, but thank youfor reading and listening.
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Had to sneak my phone out of the safe....


18 more days in detox hopefully, be back soon I hope.pukefrown
mssasha:
Feel better.
poeticblack:
Thank you and welcome back, miss reading your thoughts.
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Well, my work week ends tomorrow sending me into a 4-day weekend. Don't have to to be back at work until Tuesday, Amen. Much, much needed relaxation and chill time. Going to Spokane this weekend to chill with some newly made friends and old buddies. With everything going on I am soo fucking stoked to go on this road trip. Gotta get up early and...
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cleokat:
Haha for sure. I wish I could get back at the guy who kicked a dent in my car door a few years back.
poeticblack:
Hell yeah,


Put a dent in the side of his head, lol
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So, just got home from my adopted family's house, lol they are a sweet bunch, I got much love for them folks. Had to hill out and get my kind right, got too much shit stacking up and not enough places to hide the bodies. It bothers me that people tend to wanna call themselves "grown" yet actually do not know what being grown means....
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_moonbeam_:
No real reason, just seemed right...
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I heard this song a while back, but never really paid attention to the lyrics until I realized what the hell was going on in my life. Then I realized that this song describes my life as it shows to be....


[YOUTUBE]http://youtu.be/o9PuAm7d0PA[/YOUTUBE]
_moonbeam_:
Thank you ... It played over the radio on my drive home, and seemed to nicely sum up some of my feelings at the moment...
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Sometimes you have to wonder what is the purpose of a relationship...


Here I am sitting in my room drinking since 0430 this morning off and on between hour long naps. I toss and turn and think about what the fuck is going on with my fucking life. Like really, I spent 3 years in a relationship that basically gave me it's ass to kiss....
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So the day ends...

The thoughts going through my head have me confused. I wonder about everything that has happened within the last month and hope that things get better. Life is a gamble and love is a game of Russian Roulette, should I sit at the table or pass up the risk. I sat down and took my chances, got lucky and got up...
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pesky:
Thanks hon. kiss
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Welcome back to pain and anger

Welcome back to emptiness and danger

Mind is torn with fear of torture and pain

Help my soul, ease my soul, silence my soul....