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I quit my job! So I went out and bought a loaf of bread and a jar of peanut butter. Cuz I got noooo money.

So once again, I'm young and free and on top of the world. I can move to cali, boston, florida or madrid.

Suggestions?

So those points just sitting there are annoying me because they're useless. Not that I had that many...maybe it's because it's a testament to my underachieving? ha.

I have been remembering how awesome it is to have a night job during the hot months of the year. While everyone else is stuck in an office you're napping or playing in the sun. I gotta find...
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I've been fighting to get tickets to see The Format and Motion City Soundtrack in DC for the past 3 weeks and finally I sealed the deal. It was way too expensive but this is my musical crush. I can't pass it up. So I'm excited. And I even bought tickets to see Jack's Mannequin in NYC at Irving Plaza. I have no clue who...
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So I manage a bar. Last night i closed and didn't get home until a after 4am so my day is definitely shifted from a normal day. I had promised to call my mom this afternoon/evening. I got called to come into work and i failed to call my mom today.

I found out yesterday evening from a phone call with my brother that he...
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I had a dream last night about going back to school. I've got a short list of ideas for my return...

- Doesn't matter where I am, the student union, class, the dining hall; always be holding a red cup in my hand. Always.

- Drink bottles of Red Wine in the student unions. Apparently nobody realizes it's not a dry campus.

- Go to...
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Today was a morning of nostalgia. It was odd...I was concious of my sleeping. I was concious of a certain familiarity.

In my sleep I searched to place this feeling...it was surreal. I suddenly started remembering weekends home in jersey. I would without a doubt be sleeping late with the sun streaming into the windows through feeble blinds. I was probably out clubbing in nyc...
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I'm really enjoying having days off from time to time. It's seriously a treat. I have to learn how to spend freetime wisely again. Sweeeet.

Like last night for example. I met up with some co-workers for a drink. But I guess they were all so happy to see me they all bought me a shot/shooter/drink at once. I swear by the time I got...
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It's been a while. Life is busy. I killed myself for two months working two jobs. But it felt good to pay off my credit card. I consider myself lucky. Beautiful apartment in a safe town, a job within walking distance, no real plight. It just feels fake. This town as a whole has no neccesity. It doesn't feel like home and I don't know...
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i've never been in love with anyone i've know for less than 3 years. in fact i'd venture i've only been in love twice. and by that time it's usually so late in the game of knowing someone and going through dating/non-dating/pseudo-dating/just-friends-but-mean-so-much-more-and-flirting, how could you ever tell them?

unrequited.

so i've started wracking my mind if, how, when. what kind of response i'd expect. i...
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i've been working a LOT. well i have a bunch of debt so that's definitely a good thing. so i have no time to really do much of my own thing now. it's kind of sad. but the jobs aren't bad. one is at a law firm. the other is managing a restaurant and bar. so i can't complain. well....the 85 hour weeks are killing...
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