So this is just like an update from my last blog.
Last night I got in a weird fumble with this guy. I'm just trying to avoid it all. And I feel he's mad at me, cause I was just. weird. I wanted him to come over, said it, and he said yes, and then I was like no. I texted him today and oh no reply. It wasn't a fight or anything, just me being me. Nothing really. I'm avoiding the whole thing and I'm not gonna talk to him until he speaks to me.
I said I gave up on love, romance, the whole shebang and I mean it.
Literally, last night a few hours after I posted this blog, guess who texts me? No he wasn't mad at me, his phone just died and he was busy most of the day.
And so then we got together and had some mostly foreplay/sex. I'm pretty damn happy about it, but he did hurt my nipple. Like broke the skin a little. Bothered me all day. Goodness he's good with his hands.
And I'm still not falling for him. Well rather I like him I do, but I'm keeping this at a distance. I'm proud of myself.
Then I spent the day with some straight boys, Nathan and Tyler. Both of which I have a crush on. They are both so hot and such. Tyler and I have an awkward relationship though. We pretend to be friends when in fact we've crossed the line of friendship and then just sorta ignore each other. But today we talked and about the last time I spoke to him was really like august 09.
This is Tyler messing with the fire!
We hung out and chilled by the fire and I'm glad to be home now. I'm so sleepy. Imma go to bed now!
I will actually respond to comments tomorrow.
Last night I got in a weird fumble with this guy. I'm just trying to avoid it all. And I feel he's mad at me, cause I was just. weird. I wanted him to come over, said it, and he said yes, and then I was like no. I texted him today and oh no reply. It wasn't a fight or anything, just me being me. Nothing really. I'm avoiding the whole thing and I'm not gonna talk to him until he speaks to me.
I said I gave up on love, romance, the whole shebang and I mean it.
Literally, last night a few hours after I posted this blog, guess who texts me? No he wasn't mad at me, his phone just died and he was busy most of the day.
And so then we got together and had some mostly foreplay/sex. I'm pretty damn happy about it, but he did hurt my nipple. Like broke the skin a little. Bothered me all day. Goodness he's good with his hands.
And I'm still not falling for him. Well rather I like him I do, but I'm keeping this at a distance. I'm proud of myself.
Then I spent the day with some straight boys, Nathan and Tyler. Both of which I have a crush on. They are both so hot and such. Tyler and I have an awkward relationship though. We pretend to be friends when in fact we've crossed the line of friendship and then just sorta ignore each other. But today we talked and about the last time I spoke to him was really like august 09.
This is Tyler messing with the fire!
We hung out and chilled by the fire and I'm glad to be home now. I'm so sleepy. Imma go to bed now!
I will actually respond to comments tomorrow.
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trust is a difficult subject and perhaps the most important thing to me, so that's something very special that i only do with very very few girls. actually only two so far.
i do hope so too, but it's gonna be very touch to work with them...
camera still hasn't arrived... damned dhl!!!
it has a better chip (they say), higher resolution, higher ISO, 11 autofocus points (d60 has 3) and it's bigger, which is good for me.
i wonder how long it'll be until i tie someone up again. i don't feel a pushing urge to do so, though it would be quite welcome, i just think about stuff like that... ^^
time is weird.
small cams are no good for my hands, my fingers hurt after a while. finally got the D90 today and i love it so far!! also got a new ipod, haven't had one in years... expensive little bugger, but it's purple and it's mine ^^