Its been a while. Like a long while. I've been busy and junk.
I've been feeling quite lack-luster lately. Not really sure where its coming from but I guess I have a lot on my mind and the problem is, that's its not in my hands. Then what is in my hands and in my control. I'm just torn with.
Its been a while since I've showed my 'goods' hasn't it?
I'm sorry. I'll get on that after I clear up from things. I've been busy mentally and physically.
My parents are here and its been all sorts of weird. My mother is now taking the time to bring up all the relationship talks we should have had when I was younger now, and I'm... Read More
So howdy gang.
Sorry I've been long dead. Over a week now. Been everywhere.
Still in a sort of triangle with Nathan and Tyler, but I'm glad that I'm finally seeing a side of him that I don't like. In that same respect I'm seeing a side of Nathan that I don't like. But Everything has been explained, and so I don't know. I've been... Read More
Well i've always bin a big fan of pin ups in general, i love photography and i don't seem to have a problem at making original concepts... So it should be fun! 8)
My house was broken into. While I was at home, sleeping. I heard everything. Who ever it was, which I have my own thoughts on who it was, but who ever it was they broke through the sun room in the backyard by breaking the tempered glass door with a weight that we had somewhere in... Read More
Oh man, that is kinda scary, I'm still really sorry : (
Formspring is okay, it's sorta like twitter only people ask you questions, I only joined cause a few of my friends have it and I thought I'd give it a try, but let me know if you do join I'll follow you : )
that's fucking scary! glad nothing happened to you!
i'm usually very nice to friends but sometimes i can't deal with people and they can't get that in their heads.
Freddy is good!! i'm excited about the new one ^^
So...
I think I might be getting myself into some trouble and I hope I'm not.
As of late I've been hanging with my 'boys'. The ones I posted about int the last blog and had pictures of. Their is a few more with them that I don't have pictures of but yah, they are all friends and three of them are roommates.
Well, as... Read More
Last night I got in a weird fumble with this guy. I'm just trying to avoid it all. And I feel he's mad at me, cause I was just. weird. I wanted him to come over, said it, and he said yes, and then I was like no. I texted him today and oh... Read More
exactly!
trust is a difficult subject and perhaps the most important thing to me, so that's something very special that i only do with very very few girls. actually only two so far.
i do hope so too, but it's gonna be very touch to work with them...
camera still hasn't arrived... damned dhl!!!
it has a better chip (they say), higher resolution, higher ISO, 11 autofocus points (d60 has 3) and it's bigger, which is good for me.
comfort is important as well, yeah.
i wonder how long it'll be until i tie someone up again. i don't feel a pushing urge to do so, though it would be quite welcome, i just think about stuff like that... ^^
time is weird.
small cams are no good for my hands, my fingers hurt after a while. finally got the D90 today and i love it so far!! also got a new ipod, haven't had one in years... expensive little bugger, but it's purple and it's mine ^^
I want to rant, and bitch and whine.
But I have nothing to say. I don't know.
Last night I got in a weird fumble with this guy. I'm just trying to avoid it all. And I feel he's mad at me, cause I was just. weird. I wanted him to come over, said it, and he said yes, and then I was like no.... Read More
As of late I've been thinking about friendships. How fickle mine have been over this past few years. When I open up to people, those are the ones that hurt me. But then because I have that one constant... I don't open up to those I need to. So people tend to see the wrong me, and... Read More
I hate my life sometimes.... Its just a series of awkward moments rolled in with hurt.
I hate being a female even more though. Why? I spent my day slithering around my basement in pain, groaning and cursing to imaginary people living in my house. Overheating, cold sweats, and the overbearing need to puke everywhere and that doesn't include the gut wrenching pain rendering me... Read More
I'll be spending Valentine's day alone... again.
Though technically last year I hung out with friends, but we were the Broken Hearts Club and Josh was there...s o now its like a bittersweet thing. That's when Josh told Tiffany he liked her, and Tiffany told him that she only wanted/loved Mark while Mark was obsessing over me, and I was... Read More
Hay Pixie! its been a little while, but i no forgetta ! that doll is super dope and doing it by hand is awesome! are you still thinking of going back to schoolie? I like your drawings..hot pictures also!
I've been... well..up north of ya..working part time, snowboarding when i can..skateboarding when its nice. .there are lots of girls around but the whole boy girl thing is kinda up and down.. i'm sure you understand
anyways just wanted to say hay, so HAY! Being lonley is wierd...i don't really have a problem being alone, but i am starting to notice how i want to be around people at times, how its nice to have someone to hang with, make out with, snuggle with... ahhhhh! i geta confused ha ha ! enjoy the day girl!
strange, try dvdpacific next time, they're cheap and they have lots of stuff that you won't find in the usual stores.
the whole mainstream thing is such bs... germany is even worse, cause we usually only get whatever film/show was big in the states, which is annoying and stupid.
now that would be a stupid thing to do, since i can't stand the vast majority of all men... XD
hahaha, i've had so many DonniDarko dvds...
US version, german first press, UK director's cut and now i only have the US bluray. and no, i don't think that's cool, it's rather insane but i had to get it anyway. ^^
its been a little while, but i no forgetta ! that doll is super dope and doing it by hand is awesome! are you still thinking of going back to schoolie? I like your drawings..hot pictures also!
you might be able to find me more often at: oldsoulsong.tumblr.com
but who knows?
Love ya chica, stay strong