paulsandman

May everyone have a Happy Beltaine and Cinco De Mayo

Sometimes it simple pleasures that are the best. Espacially when you're a depressed and had a rough day today like my best friend Melissa did.

Today was a very beautiful day and at about 8:00 was looking to be quite a beautiful night. So anyways since Melissa had some stale bread we deceided to go do something which she was done in awhile and makes...
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Once again so far this weekend some good some bad. Lets start with the bad..

Last night I finally meet the metal chick from Syracuse I met on Gothic Match. We got a hotel room up then had some very good sex. I know so far not bad well while in the middle of the next round she starts getting weird asking me questions then...
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Lets see a list this week of cool things and bizarre things Oh and just plain fucked up stuff.

Cool things I picked Santeria to play in the bar on Friday and everyone started singing along with it.
My new black book made from black velvet and with a black and white skull on the fornt and no Joie you can't steal it

Bizarre: While...
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Humm well you could say life isn't great for me right now, but something happened today it was a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel but never the less a glimmer. Sometimes a just a crack of light is all you need and are things that bad really I had to ask myself the answer is no. To explain I got yet...
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Today sucked hardcore. First off overdrawn account. Son of a bitch I must have miscalculated somewhere along the way. Ah well at least it shall be taken care by next week.
More importantly than money however is why can't everyone but up fornt with you? I mean if someone really doesn't want you around or too talk to them why don't they just tell you?...
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And now for something completely different... *lmoa* Monty Pytho's first ever movie which was just playing Encore. Basically it was some of the best skits from Monty Python's Flying Circus just redone movie style and without the British cenores on their asses. Which really didn't matter since from what I heard in interviews from the remaining members of the troupe John Cleese said they enjoyed...
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Alright enough of the emo bullshit yesterday I posted this "Its not fair why do good friends who don't deserve misery have to suffer? Its not fair I know you can't just snap your fingers and make it go away but if I could right everything my best friend has suffered by doing that I would..."

Unfortunately my inital sadness has now also given way...
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Its not fair why do good friends who don't deserve misery have to suffer? Its not fair I know you can't just snap your fingers and make it go away but if I could right everything my best friend has suffered by doing that I would...

Quite the interesting phone call last night with my ex-roomate Nessa. I haven't really sat down and talked to her since I left there and not exactly under the most pleasant terms. We never argued much but when we did it was literally the irrestiable force meets the immovable object, one always held firm while the other kept pushing forward and yes it usually came...
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Quite the interest phone call last night with my ex-roomate Nessa. I haven't really sat down and talked to her since I left there and not exactly under the most pleasant terms. We never argued much but when we did it was literally the irrestiable force meets the immovable object, one always held firm while the other kept pushing forward and yes it usually came...
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April is supposed to be the month of spring and renewal and such. If you really look at though April is a very gray, rainy, and depressing month no wonder its one of my favorites