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Wow, I haven't been on here in forever. I've been hella busy with work and school and stuff, which sucks. Luckily, my hours shouldn't be so crappy anymore.

Gah, I had so much more to say and now I forgot it all. I'll try again later.
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northern:
Merry Christmas!!
luthie:
Wow!

I saw your name in a community somewhere, and wondered if you were Samoan. I'm a Maori from New Zealand.. it's been awhile since I've heard or seen the word Palangi.

Just thought I'd stop by randomly to say hi.
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Wow. I haven't been on in a LONG time.


I've been busy. As of lately, I've be working 4-12 EVERY night. Tonight is my last night of doing that, but still, it sucks.

Work is ok. Some days I like it, some days I hate it. Either way.

School's been tough. I'm extremely behind on nearly everything. It sucks. I'm trying to catch up, but...
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northern:
Yay!! You're not dead!!

smile

Why are you behind in school? Because of work?
northern:
I'm back from my trip to meet that special someone.

Sadly, I wasn't her special someone.
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Wooo! I got the job at Borders! Not sure when I'll be starting, or what i'll be doing, but they pay $9.something an hour. Yay me! It's the same place my boyfriend works. Granted, we probably won't have the same hours, but it's someting I gotta live with. But i'll have money! No time to spend it, but I'll have money! Yay!
phoenixgirl:
Congrats!!..I love the bookstore...the faire will be at casa de fruita in gilroy. There is another out somewhere in the sonoma area but it isnt as good...
northern:
Congratulations!!

If you work at the same time as your boyfriend, just remember to behave. wink

Don't know if you've started the job yet, but I hope it goes really well for you.
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I hate my boyfriend's new job. I get to see him tomorrow, an hour on wednesday, and maybe saturday. Sunday for sure.

I wish the people would call me back to tell me if i got the job or not. I'm really starting to get ancy.

I hate this so much.
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phoenixgirl:
Well dear, its a bit harder with me being so much older(33), and my family expects you to look and act a certain way at my age, but i dont care anymore. And you are young too so dont ever let them give you any shit!!.....and I love Border's, its my favorite bookstore, good luck with that. kiss
northern:
Good luck getting the job!

What is it anyway?

You hate your bf's job, or his schedule?
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Yo

Sorry I haven't been on much. I started school like two days ago so I've been pretty busy. I'm taking Russian 101 (which I love), Intro to Philosophy (which i also love), intro to macroeconomic analysis (which I hate) and Intro to astrology (which I fell asleep in).

My boyfriend got a job at Borders. Which is cool. Now he can buy me stuff...
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Gah, I feel like it's been friggin forever since i've been on here. I've been busy with various things which kind of sucks. And tired. And still unemployed. And, ah fuck it I don't know what else.

Damn, i had hella shit to say and now I don't remember any of it. Give me a moment and I'll write some more.
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northern:
Hrmmm..... I waited a few hours, and you didn't add anymore. smile

I have the same problem. I know I have something to say, but can't for the life of me remember what it is.

Glad you're feeling better. I'm starting to feel better too.

I'm also the quiet type, and take things too personally. I guess that's part of overthinking everything.
phoenixgirl:
im glad to see you back, you are hardly on anymore. Its funny, sometimes when im nit here i think of so many wonderfulk things to say, and then when i go to write, nothin!!......i hope your doing good!! kiss
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Oi, I've been feeling hella sick lately. And tired. Very tired. And paranoid. I think my depression is getting worse. No matter what I do it's not getting better. It sucks because it makes me paranoid of everything (health, finances, relationships, etc.).

I'm really tired. I need to sleep.
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northern:
Are you feeling any better?

Hope so.

I know what you mean about depression, and paranoia too.

Don't be paranoid about your boyfriend saying you're attractive. It's true.

There's a creative writing group on here, in case you're interested. Can't think of what it's called. Might be a place for you to share your work, or get up the courage to share it.

As for your depression, are you seeing a counsellor of some sort? Taking meds?
northern:
If you ever want to talk, I'm happy to listen. Though I may talk a lot too. smile
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This has really been bothering me for awhile now. I need to say something about it.

What the fuck is wrong with our species?

Any time someone comes along, preaching peace, equality, freedom, happiness, fucking getting along with each other, someone either tries to kill him/her or succeeds in killing him/her. It's fucking awful.

For example, John Lennon. The guy was all about peace and...
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northern:
I also suffer from severe depression. The schizophrenia is well managed my meds, the depression, not so much. I know I'm better off with the meds, than without them, but it'd be nice if they were more effective.

What do I want to know about you? I saw all your posts where you're quite hard on yourself for your looks. I think you look great. So, is it depression talking?

What are you taking in university?

What kind of work are you looking for?
northern:
Have you been looking for work?

What kind of writing do you prefer to do? You should share some with us. I'd love to read it.

And speaking of sharing, please post more pictures of yourself. You might not want to date yourself, but I would. You look wonderful. The picture of you in the back of the car - you're beautiful!

I have really poor self-image too, so I know some of those feelings. I'm fat, ugly, and why in the world would anyone want to be around me, let alone date me. So I know how that goes.

As long as you know there are people out there who think you're pretty hot. I know there must be someone out there for me. Of course, she probably lives on the other side of the planet, which is no good. But that's the cynical me slipping out.
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I have a puppy. He's a chi-weenie boy. Still don't know what to call him. Got to go.
phoenixgirl:
interesting combo...put a pic up and we will name him for you!! biggrin
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My rabbit Lennie died. He was really old. This has been a shitty year for pets. First, my rat, then Lily, then my other rat, then one of the turtles, now Lennie. I would hide if I were an animal associated with me in any way.

He looked like a brown little football. He was a holland lop and very small.

I feel so lonely....
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Ha, I have pictures now in my pictures section (don't expect a lot of them, though). Granted, only 2.5 of them are of me, but whatever, they're still pictures. I have no digital camera so I have to rely on the generosity of my friends to give me whatever they have. I have this innate fear of posting pictures of myself up on anything, so...
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davehidden:
I like the evil you. Nice to see some pictures!
bard:
you should try going to their website and takeing their practice exam over and over and over.

That is how i passed the written part.

The DMV should have a practice exam as well as a pdf vesiosn of the manual if you do not have a hard copy.
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Ha, I am back. OK, I've been back for a few days now, but I've been sleepy and stuff, so yeah.

Mexico was fun. Extremely tiring, but fun. I'm still exhausted from it.

Wow. What a poor, but extremely cultural country. I didn't see the touristy-watered-down-for-white-people parts of the country, but the real part that normal citizens see. It's very sad there, but beautiful too....
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davehidden:
I am feeling better, not worse, thanx! That picture is awesome. Congrats on the new addition to the family! Crap, well I have to get going. The wife has some family in town, and I have to go pretend I want to see them for a few hours. You should post more pictures 'eh.