Time for another blog. I am new to this blog thing, but I am loving it because I can let my thoughts out here and NO ONE that I know will ever read them. So I can say whatever the Hell I want.
A couple of weeks ago, I joined the Libertarian party. Wonder how many Suicidegirls are Libertarians? I bet if they're not officially Libertarians that most of them think that way. It just occured to me that virtually everything I believe follows along with that party. I think that our political system is totally fucked up right now. I don't think we are a free society and I think that George Bush has really pushed us in a direction of losing our liberties.
I saw a report (actually, it was the episode of Attack of the Show that Posh was on) where they now have parking meters where you can pay remotely to add time to the meter - this meter will also take a picture of you tag if you drive off without paying AND, it will call the tow truck if your car is there too long. OK, now I understand that parking in a lot of cities is limited. But it just seems like technology is taking us closer and closer to having our personal lives constantly monitored by 'Big Brother'.
Here is what I wonder? Given George Bush and his policies, I wouldn't be surprised if something happens right before the elections that delay them. OK, now call me paranoid or whatever but I just have a weird feeling that could happen - that GW wouldn't want to relinquish office.
You heard it here first -- I hope very much that the elections next year are 'fair', but I don't think they will be and I just hope the the right person gets elected into office.
I am normally a very apolitical person, but I actually care about this situation. If GW finds a way to stay in office, then I just might move to New Zealand - and I'm not kidding!
Last night I sold my motorcycle. I put it on craigslist and got a call two hours later. The guy is a financial planner and he seemed very credible so I actually deliivered the bike to him last night. I then took the title to his office this morning (a major financial planner/brokerage firm) and the guy WIRED the money directly into my bank account! How cool is that? So the money is now sitting happily in my bank. NO waiting for the check to clear and no having to deal with cash. Don't you just love technology.
This morning I had an adventure. I was coming back from a meeting in Cary (20 miles from Durham where I work). I was on the freeway and all the sudden my truck started making this horrendous popping noiseand lost a bunch of power. I limped off the freeway and coasted into the nearest parking lot, which happened to be a McDonald's. I called AAA and requested a tow and went inside to order some nasty McD's food, which I am not a real fan of - but I was hungry and I was stuck. It took forever for them to get my very simple order and the Jerr-Dan truck pulled up right before my order came.
The trip over to the mechanic (who had done a full 60,000 mile service on my truck yesterday) from Cary to Durham was a good one because the tow truck drive and I talked the whole way and he is a really cool guy and we had a lot in common. That was cool because I just love meeting new people.
I got to the mechanic and he had someone waiting for me to fix my problem. He is a straight-up guy and he took 15 minutes to fix my problem and I was on my way. He didn't charge me because it was awfully suspicious that my truck had a problem the day after major servicing. But this mechanic just reinforced a valuable customer by taking the high road. Integrity is a huge deal to me and, if you demonstrate that to me when I'm a customer, I will be a loyal one.
New Topic - this week I have been out on three dates. Sunday I met a girl name Cola at Panera Bread. She is from Malaysia and she is very attractive. We sat and talked for 1-1/2 hours and I asked her out again Monday night. I got the feeling that we didn't click Monday night. I am terrible at reading chemistry but I will not call her again because I'm just not sure.
Wednesday I met a woman at Olive Garden. She, too, is a very attractive woman. We got to the restaurant at 7 and talked until 10:30 pm. I can feel the chemistry there, but I think she is too serious for me. It is nice that she matches me in intellect and in success. We both are in upper management. There is a lot in common and she has something specific about her personality that is usually a strong indicator of chemistry between us. She is a leader and, for some reason, a lot of the women I've experienced chemistry with have a little bit of control freak in them.
I am seeing her again Monday night - I just worry that she's going to be really into me and I'm just never going to be that into her. Because I really, really hate to hurt women and I've done it enough times over the past year.
Final Subject:
So Thursday night after I delivered my motorcycle, I went to The Men's Club (formerly Thee Dollhouse) and met my 'girlfriend' MJ (stands for Mary Jane but they wouldn't let her call herself that). I won't tell her real name on here, though. Anyway, we have some couch dances in the back. It is INTENSELY sexual. She started beggin me to fuck her - and she begged and begged. I told her I wanted it as bad as she did but I didn't want to get thrown out of the club. I did, cross the line and start rubbing her **** and she loved it and kept begging me.
MJ is beautiful. She is 38 years old and married. She is about 5'1" tall and weighs about 108 lb (soaking wet).
Here is what I don't understand: Why can I have chemistry this intense with my perfect woman but not meet someone like her in the real world? Strip clubs are a fantasy and nothing more. Though MJ is married she is very, very attracted to me. The bouncer in the back told MJ she was pushing it with me - and she told me that he has never told her that before and that I do something to her that no one else does. I can spot a strip club bullshitter a mile away and I really, really don't think she is doing that here. There is a real physical chemistry her.
So, why can't I meet someone like her and hit it off outside the club? I'm not sure that I'm a good-looking enough guy to attract a woman like that outside of a strip club. And that makes the strip club a really bad thing because I will NEVER be able to equal the experiences that I have in there.
For now, I think I am going to just consider the entire Men's Club to be my girlfriend and just not worry about it.
OK - 'nuff for now.
A couple of weeks ago, I joined the Libertarian party. Wonder how many Suicidegirls are Libertarians? I bet if they're not officially Libertarians that most of them think that way. It just occured to me that virtually everything I believe follows along with that party. I think that our political system is totally fucked up right now. I don't think we are a free society and I think that George Bush has really pushed us in a direction of losing our liberties.
I saw a report (actually, it was the episode of Attack of the Show that Posh was on) where they now have parking meters where you can pay remotely to add time to the meter - this meter will also take a picture of you tag if you drive off without paying AND, it will call the tow truck if your car is there too long. OK, now I understand that parking in a lot of cities is limited. But it just seems like technology is taking us closer and closer to having our personal lives constantly monitored by 'Big Brother'.
Here is what I wonder? Given George Bush and his policies, I wouldn't be surprised if something happens right before the elections that delay them. OK, now call me paranoid or whatever but I just have a weird feeling that could happen - that GW wouldn't want to relinquish office.
You heard it here first -- I hope very much that the elections next year are 'fair', but I don't think they will be and I just hope the the right person gets elected into office.
I am normally a very apolitical person, but I actually care about this situation. If GW finds a way to stay in office, then I just might move to New Zealand - and I'm not kidding!
Last night I sold my motorcycle. I put it on craigslist and got a call two hours later. The guy is a financial planner and he seemed very credible so I actually deliivered the bike to him last night. I then took the title to his office this morning (a major financial planner/brokerage firm) and the guy WIRED the money directly into my bank account! How cool is that? So the money is now sitting happily in my bank. NO waiting for the check to clear and no having to deal with cash. Don't you just love technology.
This morning I had an adventure. I was coming back from a meeting in Cary (20 miles from Durham where I work). I was on the freeway and all the sudden my truck started making this horrendous popping noiseand lost a bunch of power. I limped off the freeway and coasted into the nearest parking lot, which happened to be a McDonald's. I called AAA and requested a tow and went inside to order some nasty McD's food, which I am not a real fan of - but I was hungry and I was stuck. It took forever for them to get my very simple order and the Jerr-Dan truck pulled up right before my order came.
The trip over to the mechanic (who had done a full 60,000 mile service on my truck yesterday) from Cary to Durham was a good one because the tow truck drive and I talked the whole way and he is a really cool guy and we had a lot in common. That was cool because I just love meeting new people.
I got to the mechanic and he had someone waiting for me to fix my problem. He is a straight-up guy and he took 15 minutes to fix my problem and I was on my way. He didn't charge me because it was awfully suspicious that my truck had a problem the day after major servicing. But this mechanic just reinforced a valuable customer by taking the high road. Integrity is a huge deal to me and, if you demonstrate that to me when I'm a customer, I will be a loyal one.
New Topic - this week I have been out on three dates. Sunday I met a girl name Cola at Panera Bread. She is from Malaysia and she is very attractive. We sat and talked for 1-1/2 hours and I asked her out again Monday night. I got the feeling that we didn't click Monday night. I am terrible at reading chemistry but I will not call her again because I'm just not sure.
Wednesday I met a woman at Olive Garden. She, too, is a very attractive woman. We got to the restaurant at 7 and talked until 10:30 pm. I can feel the chemistry there, but I think she is too serious for me. It is nice that she matches me in intellect and in success. We both are in upper management. There is a lot in common and she has something specific about her personality that is usually a strong indicator of chemistry between us. She is a leader and, for some reason, a lot of the women I've experienced chemistry with have a little bit of control freak in them.
I am seeing her again Monday night - I just worry that she's going to be really into me and I'm just never going to be that into her. Because I really, really hate to hurt women and I've done it enough times over the past year.
Final Subject:
So Thursday night after I delivered my motorcycle, I went to The Men's Club (formerly Thee Dollhouse) and met my 'girlfriend' MJ (stands for Mary Jane but they wouldn't let her call herself that). I won't tell her real name on here, though. Anyway, we have some couch dances in the back. It is INTENSELY sexual. She started beggin me to fuck her - and she begged and begged. I told her I wanted it as bad as she did but I didn't want to get thrown out of the club. I did, cross the line and start rubbing her **** and she loved it and kept begging me.
MJ is beautiful. She is 38 years old and married. She is about 5'1" tall and weighs about 108 lb (soaking wet).
Here is what I don't understand: Why can I have chemistry this intense with my perfect woman but not meet someone like her in the real world? Strip clubs are a fantasy and nothing more. Though MJ is married she is very, very attracted to me. The bouncer in the back told MJ she was pushing it with me - and she told me that he has never told her that before and that I do something to her that no one else does. I can spot a strip club bullshitter a mile away and I really, really don't think she is doing that here. There is a real physical chemistry her.
So, why can't I meet someone like her and hit it off outside the club? I'm not sure that I'm a good-looking enough guy to attract a woman like that outside of a strip club. And that makes the strip club a really bad thing because I will NEVER be able to equal the experiences that I have in there.
For now, I think I am going to just consider the entire Men's Club to be my girlfriend and just not worry about it.
OK - 'nuff for now.
sindri:
why thank you! i am hoping it goes live! i am really happy you liked it and told me what you thought! have a happy 4th!
sunshine:
thank you! i'm glad you liked it!