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Well, it's been an interesting week. Trying to move as well as have a social life and work full time. This past Tuesday was my birthday and I got to go out, drink and have fun with some friends. One of whom I have been smitten with for quite a while. Unfortunately, I seem to be too shy at this point to make much of...
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Well, my new job is going well. At least something in my life is going right.

Sadly, some horribly stupid driver wrecked into a guy behind me and then he hit me. So my car is pretty banged up. My rear gate is apparently jacked. I am looking at 3,500 dollars as an estimate on the damage. Thank goodness for insurance.

I haven't been active...
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There is no blog here, ignore.

I am beginning to realize the potential chance that I could also be suffering from selective mutisim. Basically, this reflects into the issue of being able to talk to a select group of humans. My issues stem primarily from women I am attracted to. I often freeze up, say little or nothing and end up blushing at even the slightest things. Even under the influence...
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Well, I have tried my hardest to get past all the bullshit in my life but nothing ever changes. I still suck horribly with women. I seriously have no clue what else to do. Women never bother to try with me. Part of me is looking just for sex which is in conflict with the part of me who wants something serious. I am so...
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Well that was a majorly exhausting four days. I have made it back safely. Getting to see Gorguts and Death(without Chuck) was a mind blowing experience to say the least. NY was really awesome. Even in the blistering heat. If only we could have stayed longer. The only regrets I have is that I once again screwed up my chances with women this weekend. At...
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Well it has been a month since I last posted here, wow. Anyway, life is good but busy as all get out. Been training for my new position all month and will be officially now July 9th instead of the second of the month. I am also stoked right now because I have a ton going on this long weekend. I will be in New...
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So, life is good. It appears that I have gotten a permanent position in the company I am working for. I will be an HR rep for a specific section of my state. Eventually, it looks like I may end up with two of these sites. It requires a lot of responsibility but I think I have reached a place where I am ready for...
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So it appears I am crushing on multiple girls right now. The problem being partly me not being very assertive and also that some of these girls are at a distance from me right now. I am trying to figure out where to go with this because I never crush on multiple women I know. It's always just one. I probably need advice in this...
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What a hectic week I have ended up having. It's one thing when you are working full time. But when you are never home but to sleep for 4-5 hours a night, it's quite taxing. Not that I minded all the nerdy and fun things I did this past week, at all. I just hit the wall of exhaustion and kept on going. Also, I...
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So it's been about a week since I last posted on here. I was at a place where I realized people can be assholes and that there is nothing I could do to change their opinions. I've dealt with about every kind of verbal abuse you can go through. Even my family jumped in on the attacks by calling how I look the equivalent of...
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Sore throat, judgments being hurled at me. And my parents trying to set me up with some girl I don't want to meet. It's been an interesting day today. At least I got to drink. I swear I have been needing that. Not much to look forward to as of yet. I basically seem to have to wait till the end of the month before...
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