I am afraid. I am afraid of school. Everyday when I wake up I worry that I missed something, and every night when I get home I am afraid to study because I am afraid that I won't remember what I studied or understand it. I am literally afraid to read. That's what 5 years of consistently getting c's in undergrads will do to you in the b or better world of grad school. I am afraid, and it doesn't make me stronger.
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