It's pretty obvious how inactive I've been the last several months, and I sincerely apologize to anyone I might have disappointed by my absence. This year hasn't been easy on me or my self esteem. I was fooled into a mentally abusive relationship with a very destructive person, the breakup of which left me in a sort of emotional trauma and with a twisted image of myself when I looked in the mirror. I haven't felt comfortable with my body ever since. My depression and anxiety took a dip downward again as well. Pairing that with the overwhelming exhaustion of working myself into the ground at my full-time job, I am tired. So tired... Exhausted 24/7. I barely wake up on time to catch the bus to work. I can't go out, I can't bring myself to socialize. Something as simple as writing a blog post is more than I can handle most days. I wasn't able to shoot that new set I kept talking about because my schedule never worked out with the photographer. I was being called into work almost every day I had scheduled off for a good 2-3 months there, so getting anything done was almost impossible all summer. I'm trying so hard to fix this. I'm trying so very hard to get myself to a better place so I feel comfortable in front of the camera again.