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Got a case of the Mondays...

Started the day retching in the shower and consequently clogging the drain. Gross.

It's cool and rainy, which if I was in a better mood I'd be enjoying, but right now it's just contributing to the general malaise. My tummy feels horrible, and I hate it. I have this anxiety, too. It's adding to the stomach churning and giving...
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"Show me the way to let go..."

All this writing and rewriting I've been doing is awakening demons which have been slumbering since I quit school. I've written more on a greater variety of subjects than probably I've ever done before. 500 word article here. 500 word article there. This is a lot of content I'm generating. It's quality content, too. I see what's churned...
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What if all I want from life are access to good marijuana and plenty of vigorous sex? Is that so wrong? Is there a more admirable way to live one's life? I think not. Seems that society's against that, though. We should do something about it.

Peace,
msi.

This morning I woke up with that pang in my chest commonly known as anxiety. It seems to've come out of nowhere but I'm sure it's been building for a while. It means that I have unresolved issues. It means that I'm thinking more than I'm doing. That's when anxiety sets in.

Peace,
msi.

For the first time in the adult life, I asked off for Rosh Hashanah. That's not to say that I've worked every one since I had the choice, but I've never asked off for it.

So why the change?

The main reason is that I want to show that God is more important than work. I want to show that work is not my priority....
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I'm feeling the urge to write starting to come on stronger. It's getting to be time to write a story. I'm going to assign some dates and dealines and see what I come up with.

Peace,
msi.