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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any...
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Time for a lesson in art history. And the likely possibility that one of the Dutch greats cheated... Or rather, was a genius and wanted to create "more perfect" art?

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The weight of loneliness can be crushing sometimes. In the last week it has been particularly heavy. I don't know why. Maybe the season or the holiday? Or more likely New Years. Most years I have my daughter for that and nobody else interested in sharing it with me. This year will be no different. I crave having fireworks with someone at midnight. Probably...
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selinia:
The first changing is deciding to change! You just have to find what you want to and go! 💪 don't be afraid because change, is life ♡
myenothing:
Thank you @selinia, very much! Such lovely words from the city of love! :-)
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A few years ago, I was in a relationship that was primarily physical. I let myself be used, basically, as a living dildo. She was the best lover that I ever had. I was the best lover she ever had, according to her own words years later when we spoke on a rare occasion. And I still crave her sometimes. But I'll never go...
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I find dating in general very tedious and annoying. Online dating is especially tedious, because it has all the bad parts of eBay or amazon shopping rolled up into it. But what really pisses me off is how completely anonymous it really is. Because it gives the implied permission for people to flake out on you. Just like what happened tonight.

Here I am, waiting...
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Sometimes the loneliness of being single can be crushing...

https://youtu.be/g4en3W5U1yo