mountainmafia

I'm dragging. I hate being in any circumstance in life where you are having to pull yourself out of a seemingly feep hole that you can't climb from. The one thing that rings true is that walking away from the situation and giving up has never been an option for me. I put myself in this mess... destroyed someone's trust in me, and now (with...
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It is scary how close you can come to having it all, I mean what you profess to need and want to have happiness, and by your own actions do something so stupid... so insanely ridiculous, you almost lose what is so very important to you. It causes you to do A LOT of soul searching. It causes you to find solutions so that you...
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Its funny how you can run across people who have the ability to change your mind about just that... people in general. I think looking back over the past few months, maybe the past year, I have insulated myself from "outsiders," & concentrated on ONLY being around those who I am close to and trust (which is a pretty small group of people), for the...
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So life keeps ticking... almost like a bomb. Myfriend is home to Denver, but is staying at the family friend's who is a Denver cop. She is not doing well, holed up in a bedroom and sleeping like 23 hours a day. She won't talk to anyone excpet me,and seems adamnet on not doing anyting other that sleeping. All the ourwardly signs point to her...
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Spending the day getting to know the SG site, It seems there are just as many gorgeous members here as there are actual Suicide Girls. So, I can already tell I'm going to have to charge a years membership on my CC and forget about doing this month-to-month.

Also nirsing a new tatt on my right side of my little girls name. She lives with...
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