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I'm stuck, at home on a friday night.Nothing new really.I could kill someone tonight.I used to have a full and happy life.Poor choices got me here.In this house in frount of this computer.Waiting.Waiting to get my life back.Waiting to lose my freedom.Waiting to get a letter from my girl.Hopeing for the best,exspecting the worst.I need to prepair myself for the worst.I have not abandonded hope.Nights...
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Sometimes I get so mad at myself.Every time I go out I lose something.My keys,watch,sunglasses,ect.Monday I lost my wallet,again!thats the second one this year.I had like 300 bucks in it too!It was so much cause I went to Redemption to see if I could get a walk in .That turned out to be wishful thinking.Then I went to check out that place in Harvard Square...
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I didn't do shit I wanted to do this weekend.Friday I went out drinking with a friend.That was fun.Didn't do fuck all the next two days.I did paint my little sisters room today.I do that for work so thats not much fun working with out pay on your time off.

Spent the weekend at my brothers.Sat.&Sun.Friday I took his girl out for dinner.The poor kid had to work.He didn't even get out of work till 10 on Sat.He works at Walgreens thats got to suck.He brought home Kill Bill Vol 2 that night for us all to watch.We all got high and It was really good.I don't think the kid as a night off till...
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Working is for chumps.I just worked a 11hr. day.I got way to much sun today Too!Don't go and see the Village Its not all that good.Last weekend was wicked good.I saw that movie Sat. I ran in to a cousin I haven't seen in a wicked long time,the Red Sox won(I think?)I chatted up a real sweet girl.Friday night was cool too.I hit a few...
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I went and saw the dead last night.It was a wicked long day cause I had to work that morning.I hooked up with a kid I hadn't seen in ages.I had a lot of fun.I decided to give my head a break and just stuck to beers.I had half a mind to score something for another time but i spent more money than i wanted...
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Ok I've been a little out of it.Had a little mishap that sent me to the E room last Sat.Its a little embarising but Fuckit Everyone over does it some times.I know I have problems.I guess my mom didn't like the shade of blue I was turning so she called the EMTsI tryed to play it off and went to work the next Mon.that was...
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Last Sat. was cool.I was only able to hang out for a few hours.My friend showed up and needed to take a spin to the pit.Worcester is a bad city for me Too much temptation!All you SG Boston kids were real nice.I hope to catch you guys again some time.I had to leave early.I missed all the real fun.My "Pal"had to take off.He kinda pisses...
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I had a crazy Fourth of july weekend.I'm just recovering,recovered.Today.This week is a wash as far as my painting gig goes.I need to grow some balls and get a scam going some thing to suplement my income.I'm liveing way below the level I've grown acustom to. At least I'm not in the can.Its good to be free!But can I live too?really can I live?!I need...
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No one loves me