montypython103

i am very, very tdrunk as a wirte this blog but you know what, i'm so fucking ove rmy ex. this girl who i've gone to school with and considered a good friend for the last few months, came over to my place and, me being the fucking drunk i am, hit on her not stop, but she was a great sport about it. i...
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i've come to a decision. i'm quitting culinary school. food may be my passion, but it won't pay the bills. i've 'spent' more money on my education in 1 year, learned next to nothing and gotten no return on it. i can go to school for 6 months and spend the same money and start making $50k/yr or more for my IT certs. why'd i...
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so.....i so badly want to tie her up and play her clit like a fiiddle with my tongue. i miss my love so much!!!! i'd love to know if she misses me or where i stand with her. ugh!!!

i don't understand. if you care for someone and that someone would hand you the world, why would you not be with that someone? she told me that she wants to be with me, yet isn't, i don't get it!!!

so i think this waitress at my local haunt wants me. i'm extremely tempted to oblige. and i got a phone number last night of this cool chick named alex. kinda torn on callin her though. still hung up on courtney

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I think i'm done. i miss her so much but dammit if i can wait anymore. i don't have a choice but i can atleast be happy while i'm waiting.

Fuck this wallowing shit. I'm done with it. There are 2 reasons- 1. I can't get over her if I keep torturing myself 2. If she decides to come back to me, I want to be the strong, independent man that I was before. I dont have to replace her, I don't even have to start dating, but I deserve to be happy with myself....
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I just got done watching Sucker Punch. One of the best movies I've ever seen, and I've had an epiphany. I love her. No power in the universe will stop that. This amazing fact, in a world of amazing things, makes me happy. I don't quite know why, but despite the fact that I may never see her again, I've loved. And it's the deepest...
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doing much better. is it bad that my night was completely made by one facebook poke? cuz it totally was. took my besty to her new job at Indie Tattoo in Independence, MO, she finished my left arm piece (pic to follow), saw some of my friends i haven't seen in months, ate dinner with em and went and saw 'Paul'. it was hilarious!!! got...
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