In light of my new set that hit MR yesterday, I wanted to do this blog homework topic, so that people can get to know me a bit better. I hope you enjoy learning more about me. @lyxzen @missy @rambo
1. I am a very proud, born and bred, Namibian. I know that anyone can see this from my profile, but few people even know where Namibia is, so for those, Namibia is quiet a large country in the South West of Africa. It is the second most sparsely populated country in the world, so a lot of space and very few people, and from what I can see, I am the only Namibian lady to have joined SG. It would make me absolutely ecstatic to become the first Namibian Suicide girl and inspire other beautiful alternative Namibians to join.
2. I consider myself a jack of all trades. I love working with my hands and creating beautiful things and I love learning new skills. Some of the many things that I love doing and have learnt thus far, include Stained glass, carpentry, painting, bone art, fire-spinning and breathing, acrobatic yoga and make-up artistry. I am also fully qualified in over 15 types of massage and am in pursuit of piercing qualifications
3. I am an absolute art lover. Having grown up around art as both my mother and father are artists, art is to me what music is to most. Looking at beautiful art is soothing to my soul. It can make me happy when I am sad and it can cause even the darkest thoughts and feelings to be turned into feelings of awe and joy. I have started the process of carrying some of my favorite art with me, by having pieces by my favorite artists tattooed on me. I am most drawn to surrealism, and so far my body features work my Salvador Dali, Audrey Kawasaki, Jinko Mizuno, Camille Rose Garcia and Vincent Scarpace. Here is a shot of my still in progress thigh, with scenes from Snow White by Camille Rose Garcia
4. I am an absolute animal lover. I have two dogs and two cats, but consider myself more of a cat person. I adore all animals though, and fear very few (only roaches creep the hell out of me). My absolute favorite animals are the big cats - Lions, leopards, cheetahs, tigers, ect. Lucky for me, I have been privileged enough to meet many of my favorite types of big cats thanks to living in Africa. Here are some cheetahs =D
5. I am diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. That pretty much means that my personality broke somewhere during my childhood, due to some experience which my mind decided to block me off from, instead of remembering it and having to deal with the trauma. It causes me to experience super low lows, during which I can dissociate. When that happens, I dont remember anything I do or say or even the thing that caused it to happen in the first place. Not remembering, and sometimes coming to, having harmed myself in some way, scares me to death, so I often remove myself from any situation that might cause a low or that I feel negatively about.
6. I am very sensitive to the emotions of the people around me. The way people feel around me, washes over me like a wave, and I cant control myself from feeling intensely empathetic towards those around me. For this reason, I try to avoid negative energy around me at all costs, and will simply walk away from people if I don't like the vibe they project. I surround myself with positive energy. I seek out people that project love and understanding. When I am low or sad, I rarely speak to people and I don't like being in public, lest my sadness affects someone around me in the same way that they would affect me.
7. I have a dark side, which I don't share with people often, is my own thoughts often scare and shame me. I am quiet sexually sadistic and dominating. I am a polyamorous bisexual perv that dreams of tying up, flogging and beating willing slaves. As I am very susceptible to the emotions of those around me, I enjoy feeling the pleasure and relief that a submissive feels when I let my dark side show. Feel free to look for me on fetlife
8. I am a cannabis advocate. I self medicate and believe strongly in the benefits that it offers me. I used to be on antidepressants and anti anxiety meds, but I dropped the chemical meds and started smoking joints every day. I have not smoked for a couple of months now, as I am pregnant, and I have definitely noticed my anxiety levels increasing. I have been feeling emotional and depressed at times, but that could also just be hormonal. Regardless, I enjoy being high. I find any task to be more enjoyable under the influence of thc and consider myself a stoner.
9. I love playing computer games. I can happily lose weeks in the fantasy worlds that games provide. I enjoy a variety of game styles, but my least favorites are first person shooters and army based games. I still have the old Atari and Sega consoles that my parents had when I was born, and that I grew up on. I still love those classic console games and sometimes play Super Mario, Ice-climber and Islander on browsers. At the moment I spend most of my game time on Terraria and Skyrim. Feel free to find me on steam.
10. I have always had a plan for how I would have likes my life to go, when I was a child. When I was young, I dreamed of having my first child at 26, and now at 26, I am pregnant. I have always wanted to be a mother, and I cant wait to meet the being that is growing inside my body. So last but not least, here is a picture of my sons penis =P it is the bit that the arrow is pointing at. I am trying my best to take good care of my body, so that I can bring out more sets after he is born. I know that it wont quiet be the same, but I think there is also some kind of beauty to a body that has brought life into the world.