mishi

I gave up on my myspace blog... they are all a bunch of haters anyways... i much prefer to come here and vent to you.

im still thinking about my first set. I dont know what to do, or i what i want to do... i've been playing w/ a few ideas but nothing sounds good enough.

You would think this would be soooo easy...
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I wish I wasnt soo anal about my first set....

i want it to be perfect, amazing, stunning, true interpretation of me....

I cant wait to get started... oh, gotta wait for my photogragher to get over his cold or whatever first.... damn him!!!!

*kisses*

Im a hopeful! HURRAY! Ive been wanting to try out for so long and never had the nerve to....

Now i just have to get naked... lol

I love that, that shouldnt be too hard.

And sooo what if someone finds out, I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!!! FUCK'EM.

Now, its time to plan and create and im sooo excited! Maybe I can help change people...
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im discovering my sexuality, finally...

Ive loved women before but have never made love to those very women. I have just recently pleasured a special friend... she is special indeed, the first woman to have me... it was amazing and for the first week i couldnt stop thinking about her...

I realize that ive been right all along...

that makes me happy

Amen to brilliant,...
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I love Andy... he rocks!

btw i am alive =)

Im back. Better than ever. In school. dating someone, and spending.time.with my son. The usual. im happy. Finally! :+rray

i want to be happy... i want to have a decent man, lots of exciting, forfilling sex, be able to support myself, and have an apt. super close to LSU. Thats all i want...

I really want to go back to school soon... part-time, probably for the next gagillion years... that would be fun... i've got 60 hrs to go, so that could take me...
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ill be divorced in a week... its kinda scary now that its finally here.... i'll be free and i just dont know what to do with myself... any suggestions?

I'm getting better... and at the same time i am free to be me. amen, thank you jesus! Life is pretty fucking good... considering what i have seen before... My marriage will end and Andy and I will be able to grow from this... I just hope that this continues... i hope that we can just get along... becuase i will always love him.

i...
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i cant help what i feel... i cant deny it... some call it mania, it could be passion, it could be love... its totally me.
no one can stop this. even the medicine cant. I could be sudated with my geodon and i would still feel this way... it'll never change it... i took the geodon to hide my feelings, to stop feeling alive and...
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