The following blogs are writtings, lyrics and thoughts I kept in another site (MocoSpace)... It is part of my personal journey from one of the most traumatizing events in my life, which took me through hell and back... But I don't regret it, as it has brought me to a better understanding of myself, and this crazy place I call my mind.. The Migration Begins....
Chaos... (Jul 09, 2007)
What to do when everything is falling apart? I am so tired of all this, i'm broken.
Patience...(Jul 09,2007)
help me, i've become week, i've become blind, i've become what i once had feared. This tormenting image keeps me awake, so i can't ignore it's torture. No windows, no doors, just a passage way to the truth. This is the way the demon was set loose.
Betrayal... (Jul 11, 2007)
So it was all smoke, my perfect little world has gone up in smoke. I guess i could mourn its passing, but that would make it so much more real. I hope i wake up soon.
Weakness... (Jul 13, 2007)
Here i stand, with the weight of this world on my shoulders, and the blood of the innocent at my feet. And all i can think of is how my soul yearns to flee.
Torment... (Jul 15, 2007)
I don't know why i just can't let go of this feeling, this realization that it was all a lie. I can't let go of the fact that she betrayed me. . Just can't forget. I hate her.
Destruction...(Jul 19, 2007)
This is my plan, this is my war. And noone can stop me, noone will know who struck the first blow. You've betrayed me, and now you will pay. You wicked little bitch, soon you will wish we'd never met.
Niightmare... (Jul 19, 2007)
I just woke up from a nightmare, one i doubt i'll ever be able to let go of. You and i went to a club with a friend me mine, she was not feeding well, so i stayed to help. When i went in you were dancing with some guy, making out with him, and grinding on him. Only it wasn't you, it was another girl now, but it was still my wife. I can't trust you anymore, i know i can't. I hate my life.
Rage... (Jul 19, 2007)
I hate you so much, i can't believe i gave you my heart, just so you could walk all over me. You are a heartless bitch and you will burn for this, you will *ing burn for this. I hate you so much... and you still act like you deserve my love, and i am not worthy of yours. I will break you too!
Room of Angel... (Jul 20, 2007)
You lie, silent there before me. Your tears, they mean nothing to me. The love you never gave i give to you... You really don't deserve it, but now there's nothing you can do. So sleep in your only memory of me, my dearest lover. Here's a lullaby, don't close your eyes... Goodnight... It was always tounge that I despised... I dont feel enough for you to cry, oh well... Here's a lullaby, dont close your eyes... Goodbye... (Silent Hill)
This is pretty much it for July07, I will add more over the next few days. Other than that all is well, I am currently visiting my family, and will be heading back to NorCal in a few days. Oh, yeah, one more thing WE DID IT!!!!! OBAMA 08!!!!!
Chaos... (Jul 09, 2007)
What to do when everything is falling apart? I am so tired of all this, i'm broken.
Patience...(Jul 09,2007)
help me, i've become week, i've become blind, i've become what i once had feared. This tormenting image keeps me awake, so i can't ignore it's torture. No windows, no doors, just a passage way to the truth. This is the way the demon was set loose.
Betrayal... (Jul 11, 2007)
So it was all smoke, my perfect little world has gone up in smoke. I guess i could mourn its passing, but that would make it so much more real. I hope i wake up soon.
Weakness... (Jul 13, 2007)
Here i stand, with the weight of this world on my shoulders, and the blood of the innocent at my feet. And all i can think of is how my soul yearns to flee.
Torment... (Jul 15, 2007)
I don't know why i just can't let go of this feeling, this realization that it was all a lie. I can't let go of the fact that she betrayed me. . Just can't forget. I hate her.
Destruction...(Jul 19, 2007)
This is my plan, this is my war. And noone can stop me, noone will know who struck the first blow. You've betrayed me, and now you will pay. You wicked little bitch, soon you will wish we'd never met.
Niightmare... (Jul 19, 2007)
I just woke up from a nightmare, one i doubt i'll ever be able to let go of. You and i went to a club with a friend me mine, she was not feeding well, so i stayed to help. When i went in you were dancing with some guy, making out with him, and grinding on him. Only it wasn't you, it was another girl now, but it was still my wife. I can't trust you anymore, i know i can't. I hate my life.
Rage... (Jul 19, 2007)
I hate you so much, i can't believe i gave you my heart, just so you could walk all over me. You are a heartless bitch and you will burn for this, you will *ing burn for this. I hate you so much... and you still act like you deserve my love, and i am not worthy of yours. I will break you too!
Room of Angel... (Jul 20, 2007)
You lie, silent there before me. Your tears, they mean nothing to me. The love you never gave i give to you... You really don't deserve it, but now there's nothing you can do. So sleep in your only memory of me, my dearest lover. Here's a lullaby, don't close your eyes... Goodnight... It was always tounge that I despised... I dont feel enough for you to cry, oh well... Here's a lullaby, dont close your eyes... Goodbye... (Silent Hill)
This is pretty much it for July07, I will add more over the next few days. Other than that all is well, I am currently visiting my family, and will be heading back to NorCal in a few days. Oh, yeah, one more thing WE DID IT!!!!! OBAMA 08!!!!!