At this rate, I'll be thirty before I get my bachelor's. I'm going to have to drop two classes this semester, which will take me down to nine hours, which makes me part time, which means I have to take two summer classes just to keep my financial aid (which I was going to do anyway, but it would be nice to have the option not to, and not have the financial pressure).
Plenty of other people work 30 hours a week in addition to going to school full time; why can't I manage it? Why do I always get depressed and start missing class halfway through every single semester, no matter what else is going on in my life or what medication I'm on? Why does it take me weeks just to write a simple 4-6 page paper? Why do I put so much pressure on myself? Why can't I just fucking live like a normal person?
What, I ask, is the fucking point of all this?
Plenty of other people work 30 hours a week in addition to going to school full time; why can't I manage it? Why do I always get depressed and start missing class halfway through every single semester, no matter what else is going on in my life or what medication I'm on? Why does it take me weeks just to write a simple 4-6 page paper? Why do I put so much pressure on myself? Why can't I just fucking live like a normal person?
What, I ask, is the fucking point of all this?
I didn't know Schrader directed it. Now I must go get it.