I lied today. To someone I care about, but I felt like I had no choice. Now I feel like shit. I told Nat that I did all of this stuff while we were together, but I really didn't. I just had to do something to get her to let me go. I have been trying to cut her off for a while now because I felt like she didn't really care about me, I was just something to have until something better came along. So now she thinks I am this horrible person who has been lying to her. Oh well, at least now I can move on with my life without worrying about her. I hated that I had to hurt her, but she is better off now anyway.
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It is hard letting someone go and i know how hurt one can be when we feel we have no choice but to lie. and wish we knew a better way. I guess it always to late when we do find out. I hope you start to feel better soon after all this stuff that has been going on.