his back is turned to me but I know he feels me.
the comfort for me to hold him from behind, to cuddle him
my arms wrapped around, holding on in assurence.
"this feels good" I think to myself
wondering how long I have waited for this comfort.
damn this feeling, I need to wind down.
too bad he sleeps soundlessly while I struggle to...
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the comfort for me to hold him from behind, to cuddle him
my arms wrapped around, holding on in assurence.
"this feels good" I think to myself
wondering how long I have waited for this comfort.
damn this feeling, I need to wind down.
too bad he sleeps soundlessly while I struggle to...
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And she was lying in the grass
And she could hear the highway breathing
And she could see a nearby factory
Shes making sure she is not dreaming
See the lights of a neighbors house
Now shes starting to rise
Take a minute to concentrate
And she opens up her eyes
The world was moving and she was right there with it (and she was)...
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And she could hear the highway breathing
And she could see a nearby factory
Shes making sure she is not dreaming
See the lights of a neighbors house
Now shes starting to rise
Take a minute to concentrate
And she opens up her eyes
The world was moving and she was right there with it (and she was)...
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silveronthetree:
Hugs
"oh the tangled webs we weave,
when we practice to decieve".
strike the blow, deeper then. the pain is cleansing. you think this is your action? your thoughts? I asked for you to strike me down... the irony I find is solace enough in this moment for the balance to be set.
I lite my match, I do not fear watching myself in a mirror...
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when we practice to decieve".
strike the blow, deeper then. the pain is cleansing. you think this is your action? your thoughts? I asked for you to strike me down... the irony I find is solace enough in this moment for the balance to be set.
I lite my match, I do not fear watching myself in a mirror...
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dollbabyamy:
HI HI HI HI!! I missed you too!! 
I'm glad I'm back so I can talk to you again!!
I'm glad I'm back so I can talk to you again!!
silveronthetree:
Hope you`re ok mate.
"oh the tangled webs we weave,
when we practice to decieve".
strike the blow, deeper then. the pain is cleansing. you think this is your action? your thoughts? I asked for you to strike me down... the irony I find is solace enough in this moment for the balance to be set.
I lite my match, I do not fear watching myself in a mirror...
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when we practice to decieve".
strike the blow, deeper then. the pain is cleansing. you think this is your action? your thoughts? I asked for you to strike me down... the irony I find is solace enough in this moment for the balance to be set.
I lite my match, I do not fear watching myself in a mirror...
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"If you beat me down I will get back on my feet.
I used to be unbreakable, invinceable, unstopable
I used to be unbreakable until I met you."
Tears. They overflow out of my eyes and into my lap, mine eyes have seen the glory and devistation of masochism. Here we lay, lying to ourselves daily of what we really want.
I thought I wanted...
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I used to be unbreakable, invinceable, unstopable
I used to be unbreakable until I met you."
Tears. They overflow out of my eyes and into my lap, mine eyes have seen the glory and devistation of masochism. Here we lay, lying to ourselves daily of what we really want.
I thought I wanted...
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dragonnyc:
isnt it hotter in l.a. then nyc?
youre going to burning man, right? i thought so.
the temple is this amazing structure that is erected prior the the event and during and then its burnt on sunday night.
on wedness day trilio(zotted sg member) gets peeps to donate speakers ect... and then the best breaks djs play all night.
where are you camping?
youre going to burning man, right? i thought so.
the temple is this amazing structure that is erected prior the the event and during and then its burnt on sunday night.
on wedness day trilio(zotted sg member) gets peeps to donate speakers ect... and then the best breaks djs play all night.
where are you camping?
silveronthetree:
Its nice to see a picture of you anyway.
Sorry you are feeling a bit blah. Hope you feel better.
So tell me about being a man for six lifetimes.
I`m really intrested in that, so please tell me more. How did you find out? Do you have any memories?
Keep well mate
Sorry you are feeling a bit blah. Hope you feel better.
So tell me about being a man for six lifetimes.
I`m really intrested in that, so please tell me more. How did you find out? Do you have any memories?
Keep well mate
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silveronthetree:
lovely words.
how are you mate?
how are you mate?
dragonnyc:
youve gotta make it out to the temple of breaks on wednessday. the dj line up is the best that ive ever seen.
have had a little fun lately with the idea of wigs... so here are a few shots after the text of my photoshoot. I want to be a suicide girl this year, am in application process number one - just not sure how to tell them I have been a member for over two years now...
I want to get my nipples pierced. I want...
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I want to get my nipples pierced. I want...
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silveronthetree:
You are a lucky bitch
Enjoy the concert and glad things are pretty good with you.
Love
Enjoy the concert and glad things are pretty good with you.
Love
thank you to those of you who have sent me messages. I have not had the patience to negotiate through the new menus to figure out how to go through the inbox. sort of down on the list of priorities... sorry, but it is.
the new profile pic was from yesterday, overlooking the view from my new apartment. I am concerned with meeting the rent...
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the new profile pic was from yesterday, overlooking the view from my new apartment. I am concerned with meeting the rent...
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lithium_picnic:
that would be awesome!
mr_rick:
they would be silly not to have you as an SG!! you would kick ass!!! or you could kick my ass ....LOL 
rick
rick
mistress bethany will be arriving in the city of Los Angeles by sunday night, June 17th of 2006.
LAX looks to be promising although Burbank and Long Beach are close by as well. I will be picked up by my ex (yes, "the ex") at the airport and taken to my new apartment by happiness... a new side of life in Los Angeles, my old...
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LAX looks to be promising although Burbank and Long Beach are close by as well. I will be picked up by my ex (yes, "the ex") at the airport and taken to my new apartment by happiness... a new side of life in Los Angeles, my old...
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comfortably_numb:
You Go Girl!!
I really hope you do well!!
I really hope you do well!!
cheshirecat:
..So a acting talent agency....keep the address posted I a interested and looking for representation...NO JOKE.
mistress bethany will be arriving in the city of Los Angeles by sunday night, June 17th of 2006.
LAX looks to be promising although Burbank and Long Beach are close by as well. I will be picked up by my ex (yes, "the ex") at the airport and taken to my new apartment by happiness... a new side of life in Los Angeles, my old...
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LAX looks to be promising although Burbank and Long Beach are close by as well. I will be picked up by my ex (yes, "the ex") at the airport and taken to my new apartment by happiness... a new side of life in Los Angeles, my old...
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my lifestyle has gotten old. like a marriage. average marriage in the US is 5-7 years, my relationship with my party habits is at 6 years this october. It might be about break up time.
I FEEL ya.