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Dear Ex,

why the fuck are you treating me so bad? you love me, you dont, you get jealous about me having guy friends. you say you need time and you cant be a proper bf before you get your "how to live with cancer" panties on, yet you wont even call the counsellor for help. OH and you now have a POF account. So...
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chevvy:
Remember dear, he can only treat you as bad as you allow him to treat you.

It's what I've been learning, and it's true.

Be strong.
violently:
this guy sucks out loud. if it's any consolation, he isn't going to be a prize for any woman. consider yourself lucky you got rid of him now...can you imagine how much more awful this would be if you had married the turd?
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today is day 1...

wish me luck






And dont tell me youre sorry 'cause youre not
Baby when I know youre only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin',
But now its time to go
Curtains finally closin',
That was quite a show
Very entertainin',
But its over now ,
Go on and take a bow......
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melaniek:
good luck girl. <3
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soi know you wont txt me today..u dont care about me at all

you resent people who are "healthy"...you're being a jerk..you're playing headgames
you should take a trip down to the childrens hospital and see all the kids with cancer. even they are arnt as much as a child as you are

u lost the best thing you ever had

i miss you, yes..but...
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lylee:
lol i love u guys!
1badboi:
Thanx for the request ; )
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im really not happy with my looks right now. i feel very fat and ugly and it sucks

im trying to sort things out, im trying to be strong. but sometimes i need to break down

i just wish i had someone to break down to..but then people wont think im "strong" as they think i am

o well...thus us life...


{edit}
was talking to...
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sonja:
honestly, i think you should take a break from guys for a while, ive known you for a really long time and youve never been without a guy for longer than a month or so it seems. i know youll might feel alone or helpless, but try it for a lil bit and see what you want and what you need and then go find a good guy , taking it slow might be a good idea, too.
maryjay:
it took me years of being abused and feeling worthless to find someone that really loves me...it does happen.
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In the face
Of change
That's when he turned to me and said
"I'm not sure anymore"

And there
Amidst the waves and the cloudless skies
That blanket the year before
I watch my life wash ashore

Have you ever been a part of something
That you thought would never end?
And then, of course it did
Have you ever felt the weight inside you...
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marvel:
That's lovely
sonja:
yeah, im doing alright, could be better, could be worse..you know how it goes.
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soooo..ya

lately when i eat too much, i throw it up. not in purpose-it just comes out. which sucks because then i get hungry again AND i just had thanksgiving dinner. nobody wants to waste turkey dinner! ugh
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violently:
ugh that happens to me A LOT. it's stress/anxiety. hugs hon <3
fatkidlovescake:
i'm more of a scotch man myself.
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holy moley i just wrote a long msg about how i need girl friends

and i clicked add

and it died

fuckin pos
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hellkitten:
lol i hate it when that happens
user2938756:
Girl friends are awesome! They're like boy friends, but you can paint their nails and dye their hair. Haha smile
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i bought a new dress and i look fucking AMAZING in it


on another note...
im getting over it. if he wanted to be with me he would make it happen. he would show feeling, he would do what it takes to be with me...

hes done nothing but said he's not over me, but he needs time to sort out his head

so fine.....
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violently:
rock that dress and go out and have a good time. maybe you will meet someone new smile
kacy:
Lets see this dress pls!
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well-i woke up in a great mood this morning. not too sure why. not gunna lie, i do miss him..but he doesnt care-so why should i?

i tried SO hard, yeti failed and he didn't care. thats what it all comes down to is-he does not care

so fine. go back to your ex who cheated on you SO many times. I'm not too sure...
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lylee:
aww gosh you're cute! im comin to visit u soon smile xo
violently:
oh lord he is an aquarius?? those dudes are nothing but trouble.
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Well....you guess it..he didn't show...

I went to a wedding show tonight with my friend because I am a bridesmaid. It was beauitful. It was out in the farm country kinda and there was everything you could ask for. It was so cute and I kept thinking about how him and I spoke about getting married. I want a cup cake CAKE and he mentioned...
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lylee:
i dont think he's an asshole. i've seen how great of a man he is.. he just doesnt like me. i dunno if i was a rebound or what, but i made him temporarily happy. now he's moved on. good for him. i just hope i can do that soon too
kacy:
You WILL move on babe. As frustrating as it is, it just takes time.
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fingers crossed tonight works out. i am counting on him to make the effort..i really am..

if he doesnt then i guess i really am not an important person to him/ i'll be like that princess waiting for her prince..but he doesnt show up

it hurts because i love him so much but hes shutting me out of his life and i dont know why....
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fatkidlovescake:
N00000000000oooooooooooooo!!! and the fact that you read my blog and commented on it already puts you head and shoulders above the people i am referring to.

and i hope tonight works out for you too.
chevvy:
Just remember dear, you are responsible for your life. So what are you going to do about it?

That's what I think about when I'm having these issues.
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so you told me you dont want to be with me..ok. a reason would have helped, you just said you cant be more dependant on me. you've given me many reasons. first you said i was too good for you, i should date someone else without baggage and with a better job..then you said u love me but u dont see it working.
i txt...
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violently:
this guy sounds like he has no idea what he wants but likes having you around as an ego boost. he is probably too fucked up mentally to be in a real relationship after what his ex has put him through. consider yourself lucky you're through with this guy.

and massive hugs to you, break ups are fucking terrible frown
deathbyopus:
lots of love my friend, hang in there, happy thoughts smile