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ahhh..ok self pity mode over..gonna grab a beer, call a friend and then give myself a big

TTFN folks..

Had my stay up in PDX cut short after my long time friends had a very bad meltdown Its seems everywhere from my own life, to those around me, people are coming to an end of things they thought were going to last and be fruitful, dreams that becomes ghosts

feeling very down, as brings up my stuff too, what was even stranger was then...
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Its raining.

Morphine: "Whisper"

What a blown off day, kitchen looks like a reconstructed model of Des Moines, Iowa and how it would look like if hit by a nuclear attack.

Strange cylindrical buildings tipped over, toxic waste oozing across green curved playgrounds. And there at its epicenter (has anyone noticed how I can't spell for shit) ground zero, a metal crater with gentle dripping from the broken water...
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>Grrrrr.......pacing in my cage...need to be leashed..brain is burning..craving...yearning..
Deep breath..good kitty.. How I said it at 1:30 pm pst

How Pablo Neruda said it then (came across this 10 mins later) Sigh..he can so write!

I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair.
Silent and starving, I prowl through the streets.
Bread does not nourish me, dawn disrupts me, all day
I hunt for...
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Grrrrr.......pacing in my cage...need to be leashed..brain is burning..craving...yearning..

Deep breath..good kitty..

Arhhh mateys.....what a complete trip into urbana, eat meat loaf sandwiches, drank cheap beer, smooked, baked, moulded the couch as 3 guys dropped into nothingness.



need to fill head..with silence.

You know there is nothing like feeling powerless and out of control while someone does you who is totally in control

I would love to feel the recipient, myself, always being the giva, feeling enough trust to let go, gentle to hard as she slips in Feeling my testosterone seaping away while she pulls my hair..yes I'd love to be done...but wait..I feel like I'm...
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Cobra pyramid boat full bridge hell no! The bow achh! childs pose..mmmmm

my new moves
kissin armpit hair, spyin booty, hungover heave clippin toenails, kissin ass, kissin your ass, sukin pinky, the flyin shower reminder, and the bent over surum whoseyadaddy

Sun is out...fukin gorgeous time to protest, smash some shit, return to slumber

Just saw a benefit for 1 giant leap..Sweet!

Good sounds, excessive cutting, tad condescending, but great idea and intention. And worth it just to see M Stipes's ego and Hopper's post narcotic ramblins.

http://www.1giantleap.tv/intro.php?intro

I-ching #3 . Accumulation Water/Thunder


Thunder booms but the rain has not yet arrived. Clouds remain high in the sky, gathering at this late moment. Numerous difficulties will arise and things do not run as smoothly as you wish. For the moment, perseverance is the essential strategy.

ya know the more things change...the more they stay the same

I see dood pooples, ooodles of pooples, doodles of poodles, stroodle noodle poodles, dudels n couples.

y paggy poo to you too