lucifer

I think I'm starting to feel better finally. My shrink gave me some new meds cuz my old ones made me too sleepy, but these new ones were sucking my will to do anything but sit in my apartment. I didn't even have the internet! And I was up until about 7am every night (day) then got up at 10. I'm still not sleeping but...
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I got a haircut! The last time I had it cut by someone other than myself was 4 years ago, then I had a fight with the completely untrained friend who'd been cutting it for the previous 5 years. Last salon trip was about 2001 so it was super fun to go to a real salon type place. It was the Aveda Institute so a...
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This month has been way too much for me. I had the worst moving experience ever, missed a photoshoot I was so extremely excited about and will now probably never happen, my fave girl at work quit, and the list of people who are pissed at me grows ever longer.

Anybody wanna take me on vacation?

So I finally got a job. I'm a fucking STRIPPER!!!!!! I can't believe it myself, with how often I fall down in sneakers. Now I spend 7+ hours a day in 6" glass bottom stilettos. I twist my ankle every once in a while, but all in all I"m pretty comfortable in them. There are all types of girls at my club, and I have...
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Hey everyone!

I had awesome things ans shitty awful things and I bought the cutest, well , wierdest shoes in my life yesterday. I got my tax review the other day and they had taken out the cost of a speeding ticket I got a long time ago and never paid, resulting in my license being suspended. I still drove anyway of course, but I...
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Hi everyone!

I'm finally feeling a little better! Much of this warm fuzzy feeling came from the 7+ hours spent at the tattoo shop yesterday starting my half sleeve. I feel like this was way overdue. It's based on the original illustrations for Alice in Wonderland. They are very detailed pen and ink style drawings, lots of cross-hatching, etc. so we're doing it in black...
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I had the worst fucking day. I found out I got kicked out of school and wasted $1300. I even got a doctor's note that said my meds n=make it impossible to absorb information in the morning and I should be transferred to night class. Oh well, one more thing I suck at. Add it to the pile. I took a pic of my mood...
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I had the week from hell. I don't think I've ever been so sad in my entire life. My shrink is basically telling me to cut my best friend out of my life because He's desperately in love with me and I don't feel the same way. I love him, but there's no passion there and that's something I think I need in a partner....
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