HER MISTAKE
I woke up to the sound of rain
To find it was my souls wet pain
For my love is out from under its hood
But my heart.... Its not doing that good
My world is now laying forever flat
The place it ends is the place she's at
She watched as my heart was bled out
Her, if only her.... knew what I'm all about
But still I am not what she will want
I am only her shadow of a taunt
I know I will never be her white knight
But must I be the mere pain of hind sight
The feelings I choose... I can not fake
But I know, I will always be her mistake
I drank her in and still I am wasted
In her the truth of love I have tasted
I am not afraid of being alone
And yes, I'm stubborn to the bone
But my heart without her is one of pure stone
I know in her view I am mad
I have her feeling fucked and sad
I bring nothing but a pain of grace
But she is the fill of my hearts empty space
These feelings are not fake
They are just her mistake
I'll never be her road to secure
But in her, my love is sure
I'm not saying perfect, but pure
A lifetime it's meant to endure
I do not need this world or its fame
I just need her to whisper my name
I have not heard her voice in a while
Or awoke to the sound of her smile
My soul calls her name
Why must this end the same
Why must I be her mistake
Where most have never touched...she lived
My heart will never again be mine to give
But with her regret
Our time here is set
So 5 am with all the merlot gone
And alone I am forced to see the dawn
I find her memory still lingers here
Her haunting mistake still standing here
I woke up to the sound of rain
To find it was my souls wet pain
For my love is out from under its hood
But my heart.... Its not doing that good
My world is now laying forever flat
The place it ends is the place she's at
She watched as my heart was bled out
Her, if only her.... knew what I'm all about
But still I am not what she will want
I am only her shadow of a taunt
I know I will never be her white knight
But must I be the mere pain of hind sight
The feelings I choose... I can not fake
But I know, I will always be her mistake
I drank her in and still I am wasted
In her the truth of love I have tasted
I am not afraid of being alone
And yes, I'm stubborn to the bone
But my heart without her is one of pure stone
I know in her view I am mad
I have her feeling fucked and sad
I bring nothing but a pain of grace
But she is the fill of my hearts empty space
These feelings are not fake
They are just her mistake
I'll never be her road to secure
But in her, my love is sure
I'm not saying perfect, but pure
A lifetime it's meant to endure
I do not need this world or its fame
I just need her to whisper my name
I have not heard her voice in a while
Or awoke to the sound of her smile
My soul calls her name
Why must this end the same
Why must I be her mistake
Where most have never touched...she lived
My heart will never again be mine to give
But with her regret
Our time here is set
So 5 am with all the merlot gone
And alone I am forced to see the dawn
I find her memory still lingers here
Her haunting mistake still standing here