lioness4

Apparently depression is like riding a bicycle, who knew?

i am sad tonight
which is kind of a wierd feeling for me
it's been a really long time since i have been sad
tangled emotions are not fun
but on the bright side, maybe i can write something
i haven't written shit since i've been happy
and i am all alone ( except the sleeping kiddies) so now would be the time


i really...
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I need HELP!!!!

I just moved to great house
more space
sooo much nicer
cheaper rent
but...........
no pets, so my kitties now have to live outside
the problem is racoons


they come and eat the cat food
and they scare me
and they are costing me a fortune in cat food

so I obviously have to continue to feed my cats
but how do...
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So I am back. Well I guess I wasn't gone, but I thought I was.
I don't know, it was confusing.
Anyway, i am back
I have internet at home, again
At a new home
In what lots of days feels like a new life
And I have to tell ya, I am loving it

Alright it has been awhile, as i have been constantly reminded in the last 2 days. Sometimes life just moves as such a fast pace, i wake up and months have flown by. This weekend is one that i wish would last much longer. I keep dragging my feet, even though i know i should get on the road. Sometimes you forget how much you...
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Second journal ever. Drunk.... again, that's how I started first journal. Seems to be reoccuring theme for me lately. Today was a good day, I was voted favorite teacher at the high school where I teach. AWESOME!!!!!!! It' s cool to be appreciated by students. Saw my fav. local band play 2nite. Love live fucking music!!!!! Love the drunken trance stage when I am dancing...
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Drunk.... again, finally decided to do first journal. New to the site, recommended by a friend LOVE IT. Can't stay away. So glad I found it!!!! Anyway, that's it for now, I guess. Plan to add more later when I have something witty to say.