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This ship is sailing uncertain waters. I'm not sure I'm cut out to captain the vessel of my own life.

I'm trying though. Things are pretty much on the up and up for me. Nothing heart-breaking has happened in the last little while. So I'm doing fine. Lotus is going to Vancouver for the weekend. I expect bouts of lonliness, punctuated by work. Asreal and...
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lordpyrate:
If you loooooooove erotic fan-fic so much then you should really read my column for this week... since that's all it's concerned with.

(Also, it contains sexy run-ins between Saruman and Denethor.)
malloreigh:
love love love

that is all. also, i have recipes to bring you.
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Feeling lyrical: credit where it's due: Alexisonfire.

this is really only all we have:
day time, twilight, pitch black, night
light.
You had the coldest eyes and the softest touch:
day time, twilight, pitch black, night light.
These typed letters, beneath me.
Fuck with these buttons and knobs long enough and maybe things will turn out fine.
Hide behind your crystal screen and blow kisses...
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mistressrory:
puke
freakpirate:
I'll give you the hotness...but I will require proof of your ninja skills...

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Nothing is ever to be taken for granted. We are blind to the love we are given and lose it by ignorance.

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oryx:
i am coming over there to poke you with my pencil...
lotus:
ok, ok I'll make you dinner! Sheesh! Why do have to date such a mellowdramatic boy?? wink
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"Hi, my name's Nora..."

I had a big long entry ready to post and abandoned it in the name of breaking the path I was about ready to start running on again. No reason to say the things I planned on saying.

That said, I can't leave this entry a nihil. Something needs to fill the vacuum. I am no longer engaged in the euphoria...
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malloreigh:
gentle like after-midnight caresses and whispers that are almost too loud to be heard?

tee hee... i'm silly.
atrasties:
As I'm in a philosophic mood these days; you can't control the tides, only influence their shape when they strike the shore and hope you make a difference.
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Pockmark. Amoeba. Lens-craft.

I am feeling pretty rock right about now. I'm just distracted enough to stop caring about the negative aspects of my life. Things are shifting. Protean is my watchword.

For now, I'm on top of the fucking world. I'm feeling more loved and appreciated. I'm feeling smarter and healthier. My head is clear, even if the way ahead is foggy. I am...
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malloreigh:
indeed, vegan treats! (watch out for creepies at work today!) i'll be ringing you this afternoon, after i get some sleep. man i'm lazy! you should hook me up with a job. or... maybe not. i'm babbling! babble babble babble hey guess what? i dunno. man you were up late. text messages at 3:48 am! crazy boy. hey, maybe i should go play heroes unlimited at the sentry box today! (fuck if i know what heroes unlimited is.) belligerent fucker! no, not you, me. well, it's tool lyrics, and i'm listening to that song right now. what are you gonna do! nothing, that is the answer. exasperated, are you? i bet! "malloreigh," you're saying, "write this shit in your own journal, not in mine!" YES! i COULD do that, but will i? no, dammit, i will not!
lotus:
it's gone now isn't it?
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I'm feeling so adrift. Aspects of my life that keep coming in and out of focus. Things that at one moment seems perfectly clear and at others I can't make out the details to save my life.

From last monday to last night has been the strangest, most mentally taxing, exciting period of time i've experienced in a while. Normally my dramatics come in bursts,...
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lordpyrate:
If you need to get some of this out of your head, maybe later today I can get an X-Acto knife or a chisel or something and make a hole in your skull so the evil spirits can escape.

Or maybe I can do it so the annoying customers can't get in. They're both valid reasons.
mistressrory:
I loves my gun !