Hello,
Very few must have noticed it, but I ended my suicidegirls adventure several months ago.
I am writing this blog, to explain my decision.
There is nothing wrong with the suicidegirls team.
But the competition between each girl, my sets which are not up to par, my body which changes and no longer corresponds to the expectations of the members, the self-confidence acquired which fades, each time I compared myself to the others models, the loss of desire to take pictures ... all that DESTROY ME.
I feel so good about myself. In my 77kg (169 lbs), my stretch marks, my round stomach ... and my companion who loves me like that.
My curves are because I am happy. in love. and that for 2 years the desire to have a baby without success weighs on me!
Today I heard from my June 2019 harassment complaint against someone who wanted to hurt me, who lashed out at my couple with a few malicious phone calls. I suspected the person, I got the confirmation today and it's one of YOU.
No need to ask me who, this is private justice in France, and believe me that the SG team will receive the result of the investigation, because the event took place during a shootfest.
But obviously, you understand that I never really felt good among French models.
I am much happier today, since I left.
I thank the team, Peche, Marlene, Prune, ... , my lovely man, and the lot of adorable comments by members and hopefuls / suicidegirls.
My account will be deleted in a few months, and I will disappear from the site. I no longer have a model account. I'm just free, with my family, my friends, and my dogs.
Good-bye
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2319watchout:
That is really sad. You have to do what is best for you. All the best wishes!
catdad:
I'm happy that you are happy. Take care of yourself.