I dont think Ive caught up with this modern age of cynicism. I think it makes me look nave, but I would rather say I am hopeful that people will be honest with me. Too many people say hurtful things. Wouldnt you say theres a fine line between people being open and sincere and just being an asshole? I think most people are exceptionally aware of their flaws or the little imperfections that you notice and feel so inclined to bring to their attention. Why do people feel its important to bring things like that to your attention? I can admit, theres a lot about me thats fucked up, physically emotionally or mentally, but a lot of it I havent come to accept yet, and mention of them hurts, really bad sometime.
I feel really fragile lately, and burdened by other peoples recklessness and coldness. I want to feel weightless, and have this dull ache in my chest go away for a change. Not only do I want to be weightless, but I dont want to be angry because I feel that the people who should be supporting me are failing me. I dont want to judge them harshly for their flaws, even of their actions hurt me, and they cant seem to understand how I feel.
At one time, I was able to roll with the punches, and let the little stuff slide. I need a spiritual satisfaction I think Something to let me lose focus of all this shit and kind look at things more universally I dont, maybe I am full of shit too. Oh well
Robot chicken rules. So did Shaolin Soccer Laughed my ass off.
I feel really fragile lately, and burdened by other peoples recklessness and coldness. I want to feel weightless, and have this dull ache in my chest go away for a change. Not only do I want to be weightless, but I dont want to be angry because I feel that the people who should be supporting me are failing me. I dont want to judge them harshly for their flaws, even of their actions hurt me, and they cant seem to understand how I feel.
At one time, I was able to roll with the punches, and let the little stuff slide. I need a spiritual satisfaction I think Something to let me lose focus of all this shit and kind look at things more universally I dont, maybe I am full of shit too. Oh well
Robot chicken rules. So did Shaolin Soccer Laughed my ass off.
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but anyway... i'm really gonna try to come to your show on the 9th! how exciting.
hope you are doing well, thanks for being such a sweetheart!!
xoxo