The weather outside is glorious and I'm sat indoors, pondering my next course of action - and getting nowhere.
What can I do with my day? Who shall I see and where will I go, what will have changed before bedtime tonight... more to the point; will I be alone at bedtime tonight?
I'm bored and my brain is unwilling to get me out of...
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What can I do with my day? Who shall I see and where will I go, what will have changed before bedtime tonight... more to the point; will I be alone at bedtime tonight?
I'm bored and my brain is unwilling to get me out of...
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velvet_petal:
Hey kurotenmei! Welcome back. Getting nowhere fast is what I do best. No wonder we get along.
velvet_petal:
Like Mcvities Digestives or a Cadbury bar, all the empty calories you've grown to love with no surprises.
Existence as a concept is simple, something which is present within the reality surrounding us. It's the questions brought forth in the concept which I personally struggle with. When I look beyond the language and think about what reality actually is (besides the current onslaught of naff TV) it quickly starts to baffle me.
They say, if you could travel fast enough away from the...
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They say, if you could travel fast enough away from the...
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velvet_petal:
Never mind the ins and outs and indiginties of daily living, the sheer miracle of existence is, indeed, baffling. Rather than take on the entire subject, I find it helpful to tackle the subject one piece at a time....to gain some mastery over one small portion, then another, looking for answers. I have not gotten very far, admittedly....having gotten hung up on the missing sock issue, but, I know what I'm talking about.
Anyone for snowbombing?
The crisp beats floating, echoing all around with the gentle reverb provided by the alpine valleys and the syrupy (is that even a word?) caress of a tall spicy jager-tea as you loll it around your mouth with your tongue... the perfect marriage of board and snow as the heart's of mother nature and industry beat as one... every day... every night......
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The crisp beats floating, echoing all around with the gentle reverb provided by the alpine valleys and the syrupy (is that even a word?) caress of a tall spicy jager-tea as you loll it around your mouth with your tongue... the perfect marriage of board and snow as the heart's of mother nature and industry beat as one... every day... every night......
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velvet_petal:
I am totally JEALOUS! Especially having decided on a night in with my Chinese Take-Away to keep me company.
Life has a way of getting to the scared little child in all of us, it's not quite depression that you feel but it eats away at us in the same way.
Insecurities swell to engulf any sense of confidence that still lingers in a once beautiful mind, and you're left with a baron wasteland of a soul. It seems no-one can help seed a...
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Insecurities swell to engulf any sense of confidence that still lingers in a once beautiful mind, and you're left with a baron wasteland of a soul. It seems no-one can help seed a...
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velvet_petal:
Just checking to make sure you're doing okay kurotenmei. You sounded a bit down in this last blog. We all have our normal highs and lows, but I wanted to make sure you weren't stuck in low gear.
velvet_petal:
Then good. I am glad it was a momentary bit of introspection.
Loads of
back.
Loads of
back.Pretty girls and ice cold beers, the relentless rays of a sun pinned to the sky like an award for "best day ever". Taking your time to soak it all up, and smiling at the thought of the cool night air which has yet to embrace, and what it might bring... What might it bring? A time of debauchery, over-indulgence and widespread cases of "floating...
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sixtyfootqueenie:
gthanksSS!!! I feel like I've been living in a haze... but I'm about to embark on this amazing thing... like all of this was the practice round.. the prelims for hte polished stuff
I hope we meet when I come back to the uk!
I hope we meet when I come back to the uk!
velvet_petal:
Are you kidding? This is the Wild West. We've got drinking establishments, and we've got guns. On another note, here you can't carry an open alcohol container, they must be hidden. But with guns, you can carry them in the open, but you must not carry them hidden unless you have a concealed handgun license.
It's the little things in this mixed up existence called life that give us exactly this. Our individual opinions that help form the opinions of others, and our hopes and dreams that inspire others to dream for themselves. So, why is it that when we need inspiration of our own it never seems to be available?
I've been trying to finish my tattoo design for...
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I've been trying to finish my tattoo design for...
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meow:
I know this is well delayed, but I wanted to say thanks for the comment on my "Felt" set.
bavarianwhore:
so cute! i have a crush on your lil lady!
kurotenmei:
craziness
This mundanity is eating at my sanity, my aching fingertips and tired eyes are the soul reminders that I'm still conscious, I'm willing the clock forward with my limited aptitude but my jedi mind powers are failing me. One breath away from extinction, I cling to the inevitable moment I've pined for above all else... the dawn of a newfound hope... the time is now......
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bavarianwhore:
your jedi mind powers have failed you???????? how will you survive? how will the world go on?
such a beautifully written blog. you are my FAV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank the ibiza godesses for boobies like these will you?
such a beautifully written blog. you are my FAV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank the ibiza godesses for boobies like these will you?
xrougex:
*geek alert*
i LOVE lichtenstein!!! he was part inspiration for the project... was going to come up with a jk rowling portrait in his style with a massive thought bubble from where harry was going to emerge!! it was going to be a mahoosive graffiti style piece (im loving banksy at the moment) but with some warhol stylee icons thrown in - like i was going to do an irn bru can with harry on it instead of a campbells soup tin. hah as per usual my head got carried away with ideas tho so my tutor kindly said i could use it as a 'working project'.
whew sorry for above spraff!! yeah i really do love the whole noo yoik scene circa warhol, lichtenstein etc... do you like basquiat as well?!? not such a massive fan of his but theres a book written on him by his ex going into his work & relationship with warhol & then people like madonna as well - crazy crazy lifestyle!! but so cool... the philosophy of andy warhol has been the only book ive read over & over this summer...
ahhh im such an art nerd, i was the only one who didnt fall asleep during art history lectures last year
jesus, well im'na shut the hell up now because im freaking myself out.... have a bloody IMMENSE time in ibiza!
x
i LOVE lichtenstein!!! he was part inspiration for the project... was going to come up with a jk rowling portrait in his style with a massive thought bubble from where harry was going to emerge!! it was going to be a mahoosive graffiti style piece (im loving banksy at the moment) but with some warhol stylee icons thrown in - like i was going to do an irn bru can with harry on it instead of a campbells soup tin. hah as per usual my head got carried away with ideas tho so my tutor kindly said i could use it as a 'working project'.
whew sorry for above spraff!! yeah i really do love the whole noo yoik scene circa warhol, lichtenstein etc... do you like basquiat as well?!? not such a massive fan of his but theres a book written on him by his ex going into his work & relationship with warhol & then people like madonna as well - crazy crazy lifestyle!! but so cool... the philosophy of andy warhol has been the only book ive read over & over this summer...
ahhh im such an art nerd, i was the only one who didnt fall asleep during art history lectures last year
jesus, well im'na shut the hell up now because im freaking myself out.... have a bloody IMMENSE time in ibiza!
x
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bavarianwhore:
FABULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR GFD WAS THE BEST PART, NO OFFENSE!
kurotenmei:
causing a scene!
Ahh, tis finally friday and peace is restored in the hearts of all those out there who worship the weekend.
I'm gonna keep it cheap and cheerful over the next couple of days, I gotta save my dosh for Ibiza in a week (yay!) A few brewskies in the local tonight and into chester tomorrow night, methinks.
The weekend is a time to play hard...
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I'm gonna keep it cheap and cheerful over the next couple of days, I gotta save my dosh for Ibiza in a week (yay!) A few brewskies in the local tonight and into chester tomorrow night, methinks.
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bavarianwhore:
you are so deep! where did you fing find that pic of the sailors? i live for vintage sailor art. i love it. i also live for dirty dingy dive bars with complete strangers and people that i consider my family but really know nothing about me. i am a big mystery! or maybe i only think that i am. well have fun tonight. i am going to sing my little heart out to some 80's karaoke and get sloshed with a bunch of fellow carpet munchers! the perfect night if you ask me! have fun my uk boyfriend!
xrougex:
bless... thanks for the noob love!
ahhh the art project.... dear me.... its due in first thing tomorrow and i'm, ummm, sitting on sg & ebay.... i'll probably be here for the best part of the next 2 hours as well. hah im such a bum! tho posting my work on the web ain't such a bad idea to keep me motivated...
oh dear, im well jealous of your ibiza trip. filthy & diverse people - amen to that!
speaking of new acquaintences, some little old man randomly came up to me today and bowed like i was the queen. it was SO cool!
hehe all the best with your travels
x
ahhh the art project.... dear me.... its due in first thing tomorrow and i'm, ummm, sitting on sg & ebay.... i'll probably be here for the best part of the next 2 hours as well. hah im such a bum! tho posting my work on the web ain't such a bad idea to keep me motivated...
oh dear, im well jealous of your ibiza trip. filthy & diverse people - amen to that!
speaking of new acquaintences, some little old man randomly came up to me today and bowed like i was the queen. it was SO cool!
hehe all the best with your travels
x
kurotenmei:
a few of my drawings of late