It's late at night. I log out of chat and skype and AIM. I turn the ringer on my phone down low and fold back my blanket in bed. I set up an episode of something on Netflix, hit my TV's sleep timer and turn off my bedside lamp. I try to get comfortable and settled, but as soon as I'm holding my spare pillow...
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With what a deep devotedness of woe
I wept thy absence - o'er and o'er again
Thinking of thee, still thee, till thought grew pain,
And memory, like a drop that, night and day,
Falls cold and ceaseless, wore my heart away
-Thomas Moore
I still have the bruise on my thigh from where you bit me while we were making love. I wish I...
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I wept thy absence - o'er and o'er again
Thinking of thee, still thee, till thought grew pain,
And memory, like a drop that, night and day,
Falls cold and ceaseless, wore my heart away
-Thomas Moore
I still have the bruise on my thigh from where you bit me while we were making love. I wish I...
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I had a dream about him last night.
We were sitting at a dinner table in a restaurant. He said I could order anything and eat to my heart's content. At first, I just ordered a drink or two and a small plate of food. But he encouraged me, so I started having more and more things brought to me. I ate and drank until...
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We were sitting at a dinner table in a restaurant. He said I could order anything and eat to my heart's content. At first, I just ordered a drink or two and a small plate of food. But he encouraged me, so I started having more and more things brought to me. I ate and drank until...
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mercie:
Meals
"To see meals in your dream, suggest that you are dwelling too much on trivial matters, causing your attention to be diverted from important issues. Alternatively, you may be lacking spiritual enrichment and sensual expression."
Vomiting
"To dream that you are vomiting, indicates that you need to reject or discard an aspect of your life that is revolting. There are some emotions or concepts that you need to confront and then let go."
Perhaps the vomiting could alternately be indicative of purging the trivial things from your current situation and to focus on the big ones. Who knows. But hey, even simple dreams that you think you can interpret, they aren't always as straightforward as they seem to be.
Some dickhead doing construction in the adjoining condo woke us up by pounding nails into what sounds like fucking cement at 10 am, so I'm up if you wanna skype or talk or whatever. ♥
"To see meals in your dream, suggest that you are dwelling too much on trivial matters, causing your attention to be diverted from important issues. Alternatively, you may be lacking spiritual enrichment and sensual expression."
Vomiting
"To dream that you are vomiting, indicates that you need to reject or discard an aspect of your life that is revolting. There are some emotions or concepts that you need to confront and then let go."
Perhaps the vomiting could alternately be indicative of purging the trivial things from your current situation and to focus on the big ones. Who knows. But hey, even simple dreams that you think you can interpret, they aren't always as straightforward as they seem to be.
Some dickhead doing construction in the adjoining condo woke us up by pounding nails into what sounds like fucking cement at 10 am, so I'm up if you wanna skype or talk or whatever. ♥
mercie:
I really like this video (besides the fact that its my favorite cut copy song). You'll surely relate.
If you don't know where you're going, any road will get you there.
mercie:
There is no better time than right now to be happy.Happiness is a journey, not a destination. So Work like you don't need money. Love like you've never been hurt, and Dance like no one's watching...
author not indicated on the site I found that on, but I thought we could both use that reminder.
I find quotes insporational and helpful. That's why I downloaded that sillt Love Quotes 500 app for my phone... there always seems to be one for me to send to Anthony when I feel like I can't convey what I'm thinking properly. One of my favorites that I just sent him, was "The quarrels of lovers are like summer storms. Everything is more beautiful when they have passed." How pretty and perfect is that?
Yeah I'm still up at 642 am. So I doubt I'll see you at 9 am.
I'm going to bed now, I was up packing every little thing i didn't need, preparing my carry on bag, and cleaning my room so Pop won't bitch when I leave like he did lasts time, although I thought it was okay looking. I have to clean out the Camaro today, and color my hair, if you think you have time to drop by and help me or just hang out once more before the move on Tuesday. I'm actually not sure when you're LEAVING... is it today or Tuesday like me?? ♥
author not indicated on the site I found that on, but I thought we could both use that reminder.
I find quotes insporational and helpful. That's why I downloaded that sillt Love Quotes 500 app for my phone... there always seems to be one for me to send to Anthony when I feel like I can't convey what I'm thinking properly. One of my favorites that I just sent him, was "The quarrels of lovers are like summer storms. Everything is more beautiful when they have passed." How pretty and perfect is that?
Yeah I'm still up at 642 am. So I doubt I'll see you at 9 am.
I'm going to bed now, I was up packing every little thing i didn't need, preparing my carry on bag, and cleaning my room so Pop won't bitch when I leave like he did lasts time, although I thought it was okay looking. I have to clean out the Camaro today, and color my hair, if you think you have time to drop by and help me or just hang out once more before the move on Tuesday. I'm actually not sure when you're LEAVING... is it today or Tuesday like me?? ♥
anotherallniter:
im trying too, but its hard...
I realized lately that I am OCD about my hands being dirty. I gotta wash my hands if I think they're sweaty, sticky, etc. After I smoke a cigarette I hate that my right hand stinks like cigarettes. After I eat pizza (because I pick that shit apart) I hate having grease or sauce under my nails. MUST. CLEAN. HANDS.
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anotherallniter:
HAHA! Youre so cruel!! haha, well Im not gonna lie, I have been in those situations before, and to me its not that adorable! haha
r3x:
AIDS. I do it to temporary stave off the virus. LOL
I DON'T KNOW, I'm just a borderline germaphobe.
Who wants extra bacteria anyhow?
I DON'T KNOW, I'm just a borderline germaphobe.
Who wants extra bacteria anyhow?
I'm not good with death. I wish I was. I wish I knew what to tell people to make them feel less shitty and sad. Actually, that kind of goes for most situations involving crying and sadness.
Brother got into a car crash and is now a vegetable? Uh.. well.. I'm sorry?
Husband is getting shipped off to an active warzone with little chance of...
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Brother got into a car crash and is now a vegetable? Uh.. well.. I'm sorry?
Husband is getting shipped off to an active warzone with little chance of...
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mercie:
Messiah remix is baller. You think you're actually going to get a youtube video over on ME that I haven't already seen yet? Girl, what are you smoking, because I want some. 
eheheeee.
eheheeee.
anotherallniter:
Damn that does suck, sorry to hear.
MASTURBATING:
I almost forgot how to spell that.
Is it weird to be excited about coming home and masturbating? It's not something I'm usually excited about. More often than not, it's something that has to be planned around or set aside. But for some reason today my mind was reeling with thoughts about sexy things.
I can honestly say that my brain masturbates more easily...
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I almost forgot how to spell that.
Is it weird to be excited about coming home and masturbating? It's not something I'm usually excited about. More often than not, it's something that has to be planned around or set aside. But for some reason today my mind was reeling with thoughts about sexy things.
I can honestly say that my brain masturbates more easily...
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solipsis:
I'm so glad we eloped.
You need a hug for sure dude.