Suddenly it became clearer..
So I asked straight out. "why are you being strange with me? ( do i sense this change in behaviour for no reason or do you still? )
*i guess cos i see you and some feelings are still raw you know? but i suppose that's why exes aren't usually friends afterwards..
i made a commented about her girlfriend..
*at least you never see her! i get to see new ones every week! i also have to ignore feelings or it'd ruin things, i really enjoy seeing you anyway so wouldn't want sillyness to mean that'd have to stop. we're okay.. probably completely normal?!?
and five hours it became unclear.
i addressed the other situation until 4.30am.
i didn't make it complicated..i wish she wasn't sad
how criptic must i be. hm.
at least new year was fantastic. i remembe rlittle and i've chewed my mouth to pieces but.. the snippets of ashley's breasts being groped and the kiss were nice enough.
So I asked straight out. "why are you being strange with me? ( do i sense this change in behaviour for no reason or do you still? )
*i guess cos i see you and some feelings are still raw you know? but i suppose that's why exes aren't usually friends afterwards..
i made a commented about her girlfriend..
*at least you never see her! i get to see new ones every week! i also have to ignore feelings or it'd ruin things, i really enjoy seeing you anyway so wouldn't want sillyness to mean that'd have to stop. we're okay.. probably completely normal?!?
and five hours it became unclear.
i addressed the other situation until 4.30am.
i didn't make it complicated..i wish she wasn't sad
how criptic must i be. hm.
at least new year was fantastic. i remembe rlittle and i've chewed my mouth to pieces but.. the snippets of ashley's breasts being groped and the kiss were nice enough.
thought at least you get to see her...
(now I'm not sure who is better off)
mouth chewed, breasts groped, lips kissed:
the way things should be, I reckon.
happy new year m'dear.
x