jujuthepoet

New year and, hopefully, new start. For once, I've actually found myself in a decent mood, despite the continued consistant level of crap that life enjoys flinging at me. Hopefully, that's a sign, considering that 2013 marks almost 13 years exactly from the start of what has, since then, seemed to be an un-ending plummet (marked by occasional attempts to climb the slippery walls) down...
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Wow, it's been a long time since I've been back on this site and, despite the anger and depression that was haunting me through the several months surrounding my previous post, I did miss some of the people on here who actually talked to me and treated me humanely.

UPDATE - I am in Vegas...have been for over a year. I have an apartment with...
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It's time, I think. I've been here way too long and the people are getting so obnoxious that I can't even stand them, and that says a lot. I've decided that, since I'm hoping to go back to UNLV for a Masters, I will be heading back to Vegas. Right now, it's a fantasy, but I'll be working on it. Wish me luck. In the...
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Goign to check my haunted list again today. Last week, I hit two haunted spots in two nights and am really considering going again. Funny that the howling coyotes, redneck neighbors with gun permits, and, well, the cemetery itself weren't an issue at all. The worst part about going by myself was hoping I didn't get caught.

There's a dart tournament this afternoon and I,...
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So, I'm laying here, bored, and decided that I would click on the Comicon banner up top. I also decided that I'm going to be going to said Comicon...anyone want to join me?

You can always tell when people are depressed. For some reason, it forces creativity into overdrive, as we fight to avoid or fight to destroy our demons. Nobody likes being around a depressed person, choosing to walk away or berate the sufferer, refusing to offer an unbiased helping hand. That genuine friend, that sympathetic, non-judgemental shoulder would do wonders, if the decency of man hadn't...
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Yep, it's Valentine's Day. I stopped giving a damn about how my V-day went, about the time I got the scar that you'll see pictured in my profile. But, why is it that I can't even seem to get a friend's to go right? I do what I can, but even someone with better luck than I have is apparently not immune to the luck...
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So, I spent the last few months of 2010 convincing myself that, with the new year, I'll be starting a new life. Things will be different and, for once, I'll be heading in a positive direction.

Although this probably doesn't seem like a huge thing to most people, I have now successfully cooked two whole meals this month...in the kitchen...without it trying to kill me....
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New Year - New Me?
The New Year's resolution thing is a bit overdone and, for the most part, a cliche. But events over the past few months had me holed away, isolated, working on ways that I could change my life, for the better, this coming year. I have the ideas, but need the support.

Everybody has wants and dreams and needs, but it's...
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The Nature of The Book

For reasons unbeknownst to me, my activity level and motivation have kept me busier than I've been in a long time. It wouldn't stop and I couldn't turn it off, so I ended up working on projects that I've been trying to figure out for years. But I'm wondering if I went overboard...

It now seems that, after years of...
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