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I have good news and I have bad news.

Good news - my computer is finally fixed.

Bad news - I can't afford an internet connection.

Life - 987,435,675,032
Me - 2

I am living, breathing proof that there is in fact a god.....and he has a really wicked sense of humor.

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My little girl turned six on the first, my son turns nine...
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miyu:
THanks for worrying about me. It's nice to know that somewhere out there, someobody does! I was worrying myself too. Too much junk going on! I'm still working out the last of it and it won't be over for a bit yet it looks like. But, I feel better which is definitely more condusive to handling things well and just functioning happily.

You are sounding very optimistic and finding the shiny side to things! Good good!
Ask the universe for some of those things and it's amazing what it might provide.

My shiny side....although my other landlord is withholding my damage deposit, where i currently reside is getting a new roof! Very exciting! My house will look nice on the outside now and not half so ghetto. tongue

I'm going to send you my email my address. I haven't forgotten your request, I just got sidetracked in a few things. So ADD. tongue
sarcasticmenace:
I have an AOL password you can use, love. kiss
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deux:
I'm not that talented. Once you get the hang of all the Paint Shop Pro 7 quirks, it's pretty easy. Just very time-consuming.

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deux:
Heh, that's funny. I can't draw to save my life, but I color fairly decent. Mayhaps we should colaberate?

I heard from my girl three days ago. Communication is very limited over there. She's doing just fine, though. Making the best of her situation. I've got a bunch of stuff I'm going to send to her on the 14th, as soon as her mailing address goes active.

When she called, she was still at the training facility in Kuwait, but by now she should be at her permanent duty station, up north. Once she's settled in, communication from her should be much more frequent. I hope so. I miss her so very much.
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Well, as of my writing this entry I am still in the wrasslin' buisness and I suppose I most likely will be for the forseeable future.

The company I work primarily for, the IWF, is very slowly but very surely going straight to Hell but my buddy Frost is staying on as an announcer and my buddy Promo has decided not to retire just yet....
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0theamazingrando:
So, have you ever bludgeoned anyone with that cane? I have a list of addresses here if you want to practice...
sakita:
wow.. a girl goes away for awhile and comes back to josh with dark hair. i loves it.
love
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Please, sweet Jeebus, let me decide what to do where my wrestling career is concerned.

I'm confused. Yes, it's nothing new. I mean to say that i'm really, very confused.

Should I stay? Go? Retire? I don't know. No answers coming soon.

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Our outside cat had a new batch of kittens yesterday.

She had five little drowned rat looking creatures, three black and two...
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corroded_heart:
I was wondering if you would do me a personal favor and go vote for my lady in her modeling contest, it would mean a great deal to both of us if you did. Just go and vote for #14 Sahndra Yager. If you do vote I would be grateful.
You can vote
HERE
anarchie:
I haven't seen SummerSlam yet! We were meant to be downloading it and putting it onto DVD to watch, but my computer is running so slow right now. After I wipe everything off my damn machine tomorrow I'll get onto it.

I'm dead excited to watch it, and have had to put my hands over my ears and sing loudly to stop hearing the result of Rey and Eddie's match.

Eep!
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I thought it high time I posted a normal pic of me for my profile, at least for a little while.

I thought i'd try to get this one up before I die my hair back to something more like it's original color.

I hate that picture but then again I hate all pictures of myself.

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In other news. I'm pretty sure, as I...
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miyu:
Cool! I figured since I rarely go face on I should just give'r nails. Hehehe......
sarcasticmenace:
Daytime??? eeek

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Greetings and salutations to all my SG friends.

I know it's been quite a while since i've given a real update but i've been a busy little bastard and my computer hookup has his new girlfriend over constantly and their fucking is putting a serious strain on my internet habit, the selfish assholes.

Well then, yet another IWF show has come and gone and boy...
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kay:
I miss you when you do not update!

You need to follow your heart my friend. Though I'm not sure the reality of which you have to work with, however, one can make family obligations, and financial obligations work. Being happy is the only thing we have, ultimately. Have you ever considered packing up and getting on an oil rig contract? Travel, killer money. I'm not sure what your skills are, but it might be nice for you to get a way for a time. *hug*

~cheers
evilwillow:
thanks. blush


yeah, well.

I also use a ruler to make sure the books on my shelves are completely in line.

I gots me some issues.
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sarcasticmenace:
Hola...que pasa?
sarcasticmenace:
*under construction* ooo aaa

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I'm tired of feeling bad.

I'm tired of being depressed.

I'm tired of trying to be hopeful.

I'm tired of trying.

I think i'd like to try being nothing for a while.

If the world had a neck, i'd probably break it.

Or not.

Fuck it, just fuck it, fuck it all.
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kinkykurlz:
Why? You are so great. You always make me feel good anyway. So have you missed me? I have been away too long. I hope you cheer up cause I am way to cheery being 21 and all for you to be unhappy. kiss kiss Oh P.S. if you ever need to chat I listen. wink
moya:
Thanks anyway. smile Is the Grass Pass just more restricted areas? I've heard that the grass pass people are designated to an area farther from the stages or something.. I'm not sure what the person meant, though. How were your experiences?
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Wrestling tonight in Nashville.

Wrestling tomorrow night in Cookeville.

Thank fuck for wrestling, because no matter how shitty it may be at times at least it's better than sitting at home listening to all the bullshit in my fucked up head.

Maybe if i'm lucky this weekend will tire me out so badly I won't have the fucking nightmares and can actually get some halfway...
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acidslug:
I remember a while back (I think), you saying something about even wrestling not giving you what you needed. Sounds like that might not be so true now? Hopefully. We all need something/
valen:
I hope the wrestling went well and no one was hurt too badly.

Are you doing alright bro?
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I come bearing advice.

Never, EVER, listen to Pink Floyd "The Wall", both parts mind you, while being well and truly depressed.

"Goodbye, blue sky
Goodbye, blue sky.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Goodbye."

Unless of course you enjoy laying in the dark and sobbing like a little girl. You never know, some people go for that sort of thing.

Ahhh, my fucked up head.

I guess it's...
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sakita:
when is a good time to call you? i wont be around tomorrow but wednesday and friday i will be free. would love to chat again. miss ya.. miao!!
bleeder:
Elliot Smith + Jack Daniels= Sad sad times.