Oh man, I fucked up bad today.
I got into a fight with my brother, a physical altercation.
I shouldn't have done it, I know, I regret it now but it's done.
I feel like such an idiot for having done it. It was pride, arrogance, and pettiness. I should have just walked away like I started to do.
After I pushed him I found...
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I got into a fight with my brother, a physical altercation.
I shouldn't have done it, I know, I regret it now but it's done.
I feel like such an idiot for having done it. It was pride, arrogance, and pettiness. I should have just walked away like I started to do.
After I pushed him I found...
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I got a phone call from the lovely, sweet, witty, and just all-around wonderful sakita yesterday and you didn't so 
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Y'know, when you've got so much porn that it takes you three or four days just to sort through it all and you're not even half way done at that point you start to realize that you just might have a little too much....
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Y'know, when you've got so much porn that it takes you three or four days just to sort through it all and you're not even half way done at that point you start to realize that you just might have a little too much....
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thejuanupsman:
I never notice that thread. I susupect that I would have similar results.
Reffing sounds fun. Hell, it all sounds fun. I wish I were doing something like that. I get tried of working on this damn computer.
Reffing sounds fun. Hell, it all sounds fun. I wish I were doing something like that. I get tried of working on this damn computer.
user209834982:
thanks for the comment on my set! 
Be dangerous...
and unpredictable...
and make a lot of noise.
and unpredictable...
and make a lot of noise.
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smuffy:
yeah a girlfriend would have more trouble with a nudie site than a guy. I'm not worried he'd care about the nude girl thing, but people who don't use the internet don't quite understand why I'd need internet friends. that's my only concern.
fiendclub:
Wisdom 13 but Charisma 3???
Okay, so getting the internet back may not be such a good thing after all.
I had already stopped exercising and eating right before now but now that i've got my connection back i've spent the last two days straight doing little more than surfing the web.
Maybe it's just something i've got to get out of my system. Yeah, right.
Help.
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I have...
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I had already stopped exercising and eating right before now but now that i've got my connection back i've spent the last two days straight doing little more than surfing the web.
Maybe it's just something i've got to get out of my system. Yeah, right.
Help.
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I have...
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alpo:
Hmm, that's another recommendation for the Hitchhiker's movie from a fan. Maybe I'll have to see it. I'm very skeptical.
alpo:
I once discussed this same question with SarcasticMenace. We both agreed that the original Cape Fear is really good. Even though she hasn't even read the book it's based on, so maybe she should be disqualified. 
Last nights show did not go well.
And by not well I mean it sucked shit.
Last night was one of those nights that by the end of it I found myself seriously wondering why I bother doing it anymore.
I got repremanded for saying the word "pussies", which I shouldn't have said, but one, I did not say it on the mic, just at...
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And by not well I mean it sucked shit.
Last night was one of those nights that by the end of it I found myself seriously wondering why I bother doing it anymore.
I got repremanded for saying the word "pussies", which I shouldn't have said, but one, I did not say it on the mic, just at...
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crazywhitegirl:
I was actually gonna say I prefer to bake them but way too many people take me seriously on here. Don't want to OFFEND anyone... 
crazywhitegirl:
Definitely fuck em! and mean "haha funny". Oh the stupidity of some. 
and mean "haha funny". Oh the stupidity of some. I appreciate everybody who showed concern about my well being due to what I wrote in my last journal entry but just calm down, okay? I'm fine.
However, I do have a show tonight so one never knows, eh? This day, as they say, is not over yet, lol.
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I made some bitchin' discoveries in the cheap DVD bin at Wally-World yestyerday.
I got...
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However, I do have a show tonight so one never knows, eh? This day, as they say, is not over yet, lol.
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I made some bitchin' discoveries in the cheap DVD bin at Wally-World yestyerday.
I got...
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derelict:
We made some purchases also like those of yours last night. We got SleepWalkers , and FoxFire. I love them both. 
Yah for cheap priced DVDs!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yah for cheap priced DVDs!!!!!!!!!!!!
sakita:
glad to hear you are ok..or so you say.
i donno.
love ya
ps i need your telephone number.
i donno.
love ya
ps i need your telephone number.
Holy shit.
I feel bad.
I mean really, really bad.
Like, scary, hospital bad.
My heart's been hurting and I haven't been breathing well.
It's so bad I actually told Angie and normally i'd have to have something physically hanging out of my body to scare me enough to admit it to her.
I guess most of you are thinking, well, Josh, why not take...
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I feel bad.
I mean really, really bad.
Like, scary, hospital bad.
My heart's been hurting and I haven't been breathing well.
It's so bad I actually told Angie and normally i'd have to have something physically hanging out of my body to scare me enough to admit it to her.
I guess most of you are thinking, well, Josh, why not take...
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beledi:
get your ass to the doctor. please. for all of us.
and woo! superfast porn!
and woo! superfast porn!
sakita:
yes, get your butt to the dr. there are some types of bacterias that can make you very sick for a very long while, and viruses are even worse, because they cant be treated but can be managed.
based on head hurt, and chest hurting, it sounds like bronchitis, or pneumonia, or plueresy etc. I know this because well you know how it is with me and how i get all those stupid bronchial viruses every SINGLE year. well, hell it could be a range of things... allergies make me feel like that, but so does strep throat... soooooooooo
that being said, josh get to the dr. now. dont make me call angie and tell her to take you. and you know i will... and i will call asap.
well.. i plan on calling monday, so feel better so i dont have to be an idiot when i call.
love you very much.
based on head hurt, and chest hurting, it sounds like bronchitis, or pneumonia, or plueresy etc. I know this because well you know how it is with me and how i get all those stupid bronchial viruses every SINGLE year. well, hell it could be a range of things... allergies make me feel like that, but so does strep throat... soooooooooo
that being said, josh get to the dr. now. dont make me call angie and tell her to take you. and you know i will... and i will call asap.
well.. i plan on calling monday, so feel better so i dont have to be an idiot when i call.
love you very much.
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blossy:
Hi! Yeah, it has been awhile, I generally am not around here these days. It's been a long long time since we've had a chat. I read your journal about loathing yourself and it made me sad. I hate when I look in the mirror and I see the stuff I hate instead of the things I could possibly like. I like you alot despite your writings and recent musings about your being worthless and all that.
You're a good friend to me and always have been and that's part of what matters here. I don't generally end up hating anyone...there is one person I do hate and he is no longer alive. Not that I took care of his no longer breathing, that was a natural death. Anyway, you need to talk, just post and I will reply asap.
You're a good friend to me and always have been and that's part of what matters here. I don't generally end up hating anyone...there is one person I do hate and he is no longer alive. Not that I took care of his no longer breathing, that was a natural death. Anyway, you need to talk, just post and I will reply asap.
acidslug:
HAH! I *LOVE* that. Stolen!
someone famous said that you can tell how free a society is by its ability to tolerate pornography.
someone famous said that you can tell how free a society is by its ability to tolerate pornography.
Do you ever have those deeply introspective moments in life where you put that imaginary mirror up to yourself and take a good, long, hard look at yourself despite the fact that you already know what you're going to find there?
I do. I seem to do it all the time, all too often. Then again, given what I find, once would have been way...
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I do. I seem to do it all the time, all too often. Then again, given what I find, once would have been way...
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thejuanupsman:
Well I can certainly relate to feeling that way. And when friends disappear or drift away without explanation I always assume the worst. But I also know that a lot of people disagree with me. See things worth loving. And I know there are those same kind of people out there for you. And maybe, just maybe those people know better than we do. In your case I am sure they do.
beledi:
come back Josh. i miss having you around. i just came back - you can't disappear like this.
-C-