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Had a great day today in the Rochester/Troy area. Went to Nino Savagio's then found an even bigger one that was way better!

Going to Vegas this weekend to see my lil sister graduate. Should be fun.

Upgraded my job! that is a fun way to start a new week.
Other than that, went to a barbecue, worked in the yard, Just been relaxing. I...
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It is really hard for me right now, i just took a ton of drugs so forgive me if i wander.

i built my whole life around someone, And now she has gone to someone else, who is like me, It is kind of an insult.

But still i remember her wearing tshirts i printed, sitting in my den of computers, laughing, playing, joking, dancing,...
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The stupidest things are just killing me right now,
the final fight,
Gardenburgers,
Smiling,
I am the only one to blame for my misery.
I fought with her, I drove her out. And now I really want to die

I am really having some trouble all

I find things funny,
funny even though they hurt,
Like remembering all the plans that were made, PAris, The Allen Park Street Fair, The sausage fest, Movies on Wednesdays, Marriage, Children, Rubbing backs every night. All of those promises broken really carelessly.
It is funny to listen to someone tell you they will never post somewhere again because it is your fortress of solitude, only...
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I had a horrible day Friday. I lay in bed, filled with disgust, hatred, and overall depression. She met this guy less than a week ago and is staying at this house, fucking him. I don't know how i should feel about it honestly. It makes me feel like shit. I was there when the ex chose another girl becausse she was younger. but she...
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Work is Hectyic. Apparently this city isn't doing well, Got some new foreclosures in West bloomfield, Troy, Wixom, Novi, all these areas where people tell us they are better than us. Apparently not. Wallet does not imply personality! Fuck it I find it kind of funny whne i hear people flip out over money. I do it sometimes but in general i know i have...
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So I guess now I am not even good enought o call a friend.
When she was with him and hurt she called me. I got her through the night. Monday when panic set in because of school, she called me and i got her through it.
But now the male adonis Kenny is in her life, she can't return a call or an email....
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I know I am broken

But i am trying to fix it all.

I hate Kenny. He hurt someone i love on night, the next day she thinks he's nice.

WEdnesday, Worked 12 and a half hours.

then I went with steph to a movie. They could have shown anything (it was TMNT) and i wouldn't have cared to spend time with the woman i love was worth the admission to any hell. And when she cuddled up against me, i wanted to cry. All the simplest things she does are total majic to me....
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I dont walk around trying to be what Im not
I dont waste my time trying to get what you got
I work at pleasin me
Cause I cant please you and thats why I do what I do
My soul flies free like a willow tree
And if you dont want to be down with me, then you dont want to pick
From my...
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Well, I guess nothing matters now.

It seems I have driven her away from me.

I have that amazing skill i guess. No dating for a while. I really don't plan on even leaving the house. I am in love with her. She is not with me i guess. Who knows. Not me, I can't figure out any of this. And no one seems willing...
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She has been gone three days, It seems like it has been weeks.
I miss the outline of her back,
I miss the way she laughs when i do something funny, like dance,
I miss her help on my english papers because she is smarter than i am.
I will do anything to get her back. There ar eno limits to how i wil change...
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