i believe at times I may glorify my emotions to myself......i'll believe a certian feeling is stronger than how anyone else feels it.....or i'll find a situation that fits that same raw emotion and compare my feelings to it.....an example is the idea of the first man and woman....created by god and then turning against him....instead of believing that adam chose to eat the forbidden fruit to gain god's understanding....i thought maybe he loved eve so tremendously that he could choose to partake in eve's punishment and ultimate death, rather than live without her.....i know what that feels like.....to foresake your god.....it's not in any way easy and it hurts everyday....but isn't love worth that...if it's worth anything at all.......
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Your journal is quite deep today. It's kind of spooky.