i wiped the tears from her cheeks....i touched her amazingly soft pale white skin....now slightly slippery from her salty tears....it reminded me of how she feels when we fuck....i dismissed the thought, disgusted with myself that i could think that way at time like this....i have to be the pillar....a foundation....someone for her to lean on...
she lost herself....she's lost a piece of me. i think she's lost her soul....buried somewhere beneath the walls she's built so frantically around herself.....it's so hard to love her....so hard to continually point out why she should love herself....why can't she see what i see.....are our eyes so different?
i feel like a child when she's like this.....helpless, defenseless...unsure of what action to take because i lack the necessary experience....no one said it would ever be this hard to feel....
she lost herself....she's lost a piece of me. i think she's lost her soul....buried somewhere beneath the walls she's built so frantically around herself.....it's so hard to love her....so hard to continually point out why she should love herself....why can't she see what i see.....are our eyes so different?
i feel like a child when she's like this.....helpless, defenseless...unsure of what action to take because i lack the necessary experience....no one said it would ever be this hard to feel....
blackjackdrac:
what the fuck?!?! your back now you dissappeared for awhile as did I....
lillithvain:
Hello.... That's all.