So, I've been thinking about logging my thoughts for a little while now, but I couldn't really decide whether I wanted to do a private journal or start an online blog. I suppose having a blog here on SG is sort of an "in between" medium.
I plan on being as straight forward and as true to myself as possible in this blog. I have recently become single after a long 12 year relationship and need this to help me in many ways.
I realized I gave up far to much of myself to this person. I was invested physically, socially, and mentally. I gave up my entire being to this person and it all came crashing down in a spit second.
I am now in the process of rebuilding myself to be a better person.
I have never really been one to expose myself to the world, (or to even those I talk to on a regular basis) so this may start out very slowly.
I believe this may stem from deep seated abandonment issues. I need to tear down my defensive walls and work on building solid relationships with those in my my life. If I continue shielding myself from the world, I will forever be lonely.
I invite everyone out there to read my postings and to engage with comments as they wish.
I plan on being as straight forward and as true to myself as possible in this blog. I have recently become single after a long 12 year relationship and need this to help me in many ways.
I realized I gave up far to much of myself to this person. I was invested physically, socially, and mentally. I gave up my entire being to this person and it all came crashing down in a spit second.
I am now in the process of rebuilding myself to be a better person.
I have never really been one to expose myself to the world, (or to even those I talk to on a regular basis) so this may start out very slowly.
I believe this may stem from deep seated abandonment issues. I need to tear down my defensive walls and work on building solid relationships with those in my my life. If I continue shielding myself from the world, I will forever be lonely.
I invite everyone out there to read my postings and to engage with comments as they wish.
catsup:
Good luck honey <333 happy holidays
jessesavage:
Thank you, Catsup