insomnaniac

Dumb fucking cattle...
loosing their real freedoms and smiling about it

you know what, I cant be a spy... my cock would get me killed so fast, it practically wouldnt be funny

Is there anything more beautiful than a woman in the midst of an orgasm? I think not

I feel so tame, so reasonable. I cant even remember the last stupidly reckless yet ever so invigorating thing Ive done. I feel sedated, but not in a fun sense like the ramones meant, but in an American beauty, jerking off in the shower kind of way. And here I am, Ive just had a bottle of good wine, fooling myself into thinking that Im...
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Dammit, Ive been trying to work on my research proposal for the past two weeks and havent gotten anywhere well, really, thats not entirely accurate. The truth of the matter is that Ive been telling myself that I really need to get this done but have been doing everything I can to avoid it. And now, here I am, again, in front of a blank...
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Ugh, I have a monster hangover today... I ended up sneaking out of the office early and headed down to montreal for an impromptu Mardi Gras celebration... I honestly havent been that drunk in a long time... I can barely remember anything about the evening and this morning, there were a bunch of sticky spots on the floor (from the sangria! get your minds out...
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I fucking hate winter only a sadistic god could possibly inflict something so despicable upon us. I swear, I have to figure out some way for me to be able to spend spring and summer in montreal and then, as soon as it starts getting cold, run off to someplace warm. I really wish I was in LA or SF right now I should really...
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Thought of the day :
I wasn't built to be happy; God didn't build me to be happy

Seeing as how I live in the middle of bloody nowhere, Ive got plenty of time to invest on self improvement projects. Ive titled my latest The campaign to reclaim my brain. Basically, it comes down to the fact that Ive recently decided on going back to school as a grad student and I think the many years of abuse on my poor little mind...
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Originally Posted Sunday, February 19th, 2006
8:10 pm
Praise to the mediocrity of men
Even though I'm remimded on a regular basis how dumb some people can be, I'm amazed everytime like it was the first. This morning, I get up, I'm still half asleep, completely unwilling to face the brutish realities of this new day unfolding before me and even less so without at...
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Originally posted Saturday, February 18th, 2006
4:49 am
beginnings of random ramblings
Here I am, 4:49 in the morning, still awake, drinking wine, and, for some incomprehensible reason, have just decided to cojointly make spagetti sauce and start a blog. Now, as unimaginable as it may seem, my latenight dual endeavor has me wondering about my sanity. Though really, In all probability, I'm not moreso...
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I had actually, a few days ago, started a blog on livejournals just because Im stuck living in the worlds worst hole and I often feel the need to randomly rant about all types of shit and felt that this was the next best thing to actually having warm body endure my whining. Well, really, I was just drunk and bored, but I feel the...
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