hollowbutcher

So.....Yeah I dunno what to put here, maybe next time.

I need to get some more recent pictures up but when it comes to that I'm so lazy. Shortly though, I shall.

It's my birthday today and there's absolutely nothing happy about it.

This girl I care about with all my heart and who is one of my best friends told me last night she can't talk to me ever again. The worse part is....she didn't even give me a reason.

Am I that horrible?

Things never seem to work out...hopefully by the time anyone reads this I'll be dead.

Chances are, I won't be that lucky.

I know a lot of people use blogs to just post something on their mind...I thought about it for a second and here's what's on my mind:


"BLAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH"


There you have it. Nothing extraordinary or remarkable, but there it is.

Arrrrrrrr

Well this is my first blog thing in a while. I'm just not sure how much longer I can go.

For the first time in six years I found someone I could give my undivided love to. Someone I care more about than anyone else. I love this girl more than I could hope for.

Last night she broke my heart. There is an actual...
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Ok moved into the new place. It's pretty sweet being on my own but I usually spend all week running around like a mad man. Dishes, work, cleaning, caring for the dog, cooking, plus all my social activites. It's rough, but definately worth it.

More people should talk to me on here. It's mostly just my buddy Annie and a few select others. You guys...
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I'm going offline for a little while. Moving to the new place. So take care anyone who reads this.

Well about 10 minutes ago I found out my father, who I just saw yesterday and told him I was coming for dinner on father's day, died.

I'm not really sure how to feel. We barely spoke to each other over the past 10 years, but we saw each other occasionally. Also, he is my dad. I just ...don't feel sad though. My mom told...
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I wish I had some SG friends, most of the nice ones only talk to me for so long and then I never hear from them again. Others never say a word to me. I makes me a saaaaaad Panda.

This goddamn world of ours...when will they learn.